Time is obviously a difficult thing to grasp. It is abstract, it is artificial, not natural, it is intangible, but it is there … in our minds.
Looking at time the traditional way, one has to divide it into past, present and future.
The past is that which is over, the present is what we conceive as “now” and the future is that which is going to happen. But is that really so? And how does time influence our lives?
Thinking about it, I have come to the conclusion that the present is actually never existent except for two points of time which I will discuss later.
Moreover I have found that people of different ages seem to live in different times:
The moment we are born is one of the two points of time when we are really living in the present. All through infancy, when we are becoming more and more aware of the conception and meaning of time, we move on to living in the future. Adolescense, adulthood and old age are lived through in the future as well and it is when we die that we experience the present a second time. What we are living for - all our life - is the past.
Now, what do I mean by “living in the future”?
It is simply a matter of focus. Why do we work, act or think? Why do we earn and spare money, build houses, buy cars; why do we make plans (which is one fundamental principle in life - everyone should at all times have a plan and aim)? We do all these things in order to affect our future, to “design” the future we have in mind, the future we consider good for us.
So, since all our actions, hopes, plans and of course the essentially human emotion of fear refer to the future, one can say that we really live in it.
Now, in an earlier article (On the Essence of Fear and our Need for Order) I wrote that fear is always present, but never caused by it. It has its roots in the future.
Since we live in the future all our life except when we are born or die, we live in omnipresent fear. We cannot rid ourselves of it. So the only moments when fear does not exist or is completely unnessecary are at the instant of birth or death - the only times when we are truely experiencing the present.
When we die there is actually nothing to worry about, because there is no future which could cause this worry and thus there is no need at all to be afraid of dying. One question is now, whether a religious conception of death is really reasonable, because according to Christian religion and others as well, there is a life after death, ie there is a future even at the moment of death and thus a reason to be concerned.
Could an atheistic attitude be a more reasonable choice for a happier life?
We are living in the future to serve the past and it is the moments of our creation and doom that we truely ARE.
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