Life, when alive, must always be taking in more energy than expends. The work done by life must bring in more than it costs to actuate. When this sort of math is applied to the “mind” and the “body” for the sake of mortal gian, the illusion of life’s goals are cast outwards like nets, and the fantasy reels in more than it itself was ever made of. In order to sustain this process of inequal exchange, [of which itself is always and nay concept of growth] the illusion must be held as both valid and real, so taht the personality still becomes captivated by it, but if one seeks truth before energy, and “honesty” instead of more power, the whole profess of self-use and self-deception may be misjudged as some kind of flaw or wrongness, and then if truth becomes an end or a goal consciousnly instead of remaining as a subliminal utility, the process of self-usury may be imbalanced aswel as the conscious goal of truth being sitll locked onto the old habits of images and values. Thus, when this kind of life seeks “truth” alone as a goal, and expects its own beliefs as an end instead of a means, it has succeeded only in musjudging and limiting itself’s purposes, and has also assumed that its own concepts of truth as absolutely real.
The mail goal of life is to be more energetic by means of inequality; because lief is already real, it has absolutely no need to “be” anymore “true” than it already is! So the Will for one’s life to “be true” leads only to a greater metilcuity of cluttered self-images, egotism and morality where there was none. Truth of being, is automatic, eternal and undeniable, because all that is being and existent is already fully “real”. To expect it all to be anything more than that unfathomable flowing of united and co-dependant energy , creates an illusion first and then by Will for “growth”, the life also seeks to overcome and inequally exist byond that illusion of itself’s own making, desiring to be greater than it once thought of itself, wanting its own “realness” to be more real than it already is, expending passion additionally and into an inequal process of exchange, adding more inequality to the state of its own being, of which increases, redirects or expands the “growth” of becoming. Only the balancing and equalizing force of entropu can dissolve and vaporize these artistic constructions of life, of a life which is itself real and also subject to the realness of its own entropy. The artistic and temporary illusions of all greatness seek to “escape” and imbalance their own intrinsic entropicy, a part of their own nature, by aversion to all sorts of death, decay, and by fear of the immortal neutrality that they substantially & personally consist of. Life manifests a degree of disgust towards its own automatic harmony & unity with its environment, having invented and then put to use all sorts of pain and sadness against the balance of null, and upon the freedom and release of “loss”.
Summary : Truth as a goal, is a seeking and a creation of “untruth” additionally upon the self-balancing union of the world, in order to imbalance it farther and gain more energy from it. Truth is not necissary, and does not need to be made, because reality is already real, and so everything is already “true”. Instead, “truth” as an idea exists contrary to the “untrue”, as a heavy and strict dualism, but to dualize is to imbalance, and only the most useful, appealing truths will be noted as worth-while. Those useful utility truths are wedges for energy, or at least for the sensation of energy, in life.