perhaps it...

perhaps it’s because i’ve had a drink

but I’ve sat deep in my chair and began to think

why bother

with these infants

these cardboard cutouts of plastic smiles

I ache

I ache from exertion

From unabashed rage

from the tolling bell and rattled cage

and these people don’t care

they blink

no amount of world shaking can sweat off the stink

of apathy and ignorance

it’s indentured servitude

to enslave the masses in thought

when they’d rather have food

let them eat their apocryphal cake

and let me scrub my skin

from the mistakes that I make

perhaps this is judgment

and im judging myself

from the pit of my poverty

looking up at the wealth

perhaps im the fool and ive got it all wrong

is that why my days seem short

and my nights are so long

Im a sinning christian

where is my love

for that I sue for grace

from heaven above

JVS