Make me feel like a beggar
Make me feel like a thief
Make me feel like a battle, that cannot end in peace
Make me feel like running, as if I’ve lost my nerve
Make me feel like crying, tears I don’t deserve
Please bleed
So I know that you are real
So I know that you can feel
The damage that you’ve done
Who have I become
To myself I am numb, I am numb, I am numb
Is this really living
Sometimes it’s hard to tell
Or is this a kind of gentler hell
Turn out the lights
And let me stare into your soul
I was born and bled for you old
Please bleed
So I know that you are real
So I know that you can feel
The damage that you’ve done
Who have I become
To myself I am numb, I am numb, I am numb
Never said thank you
Never said please
Never gave reason to believe
So as it stands I remain on my knees
Good lovers make great enemies
Please bleed
So I know that you are real
So I know that you can feel
The damage that you’ve done
Who have I become
To myself I am numb, I am numb, I am numb
“Ben Harper”
Jesus, i thought it was you talking that yourself “liquidangel”!
I was like saying to myself as i read it:
“My dear child, dont safrafice your heart even in any way!
You dont need the pain, but the understanding of the danger…
so that you can finaly make the pain stop!..”
But then i realize i got all worked up for nothing,
your fine right “liquidangel”?
You didnt write that personaly did you?
I understand it, i know pain and weakness and trajity,
so it makes me scared for you if i hear you ever say somthing like this.
But if i want to i can write somthing worse… so maybe i can be scared for myself to. I wrote alot about this in the “time in hoall” book of mine sometimes.
(remembers…)
Dan knew there as he fealt her heart beating that it could stop forever, and it some worlds it always did…
it was too much for him to handle mentaly.
Ever heard of what i call the “fear shift”??
ist were you become what you are afraid of,
and its so exiteing! its VERY dark,
and i am very capable of it, but only entered into that mental state rarely if ever, i see it to be foolish.
any comments?