memories and existence
tighten the leash
around my neck
tears of blood
slide down my mind
the one I love
who acts with continuous compassion
lives eternally in my mind and action
but he
does not recieve
any of me
OH tears of blood stop so I may see
my body twists
itself through the torment
constant thoughts of you
restrain the bloody abyss
that might engulf my soul
OH bloody abyss consume me
I have known you till now
let me be in you
and end this wretched torment
Or purge me of impurities
and fuse me with the one
I long for