I feel like I am unravelling the puzzle of the universe, here we go again its a recap
So basically, consciousness has two states, unconsciousness where time travels very fast, in bliss, and then the motor turns on, Pain mode, which causes intellects to form and us to seek out higher things
Feminity, estrogen is basically a force for laziness, and it promotes sensitivity, which in excess, can cause xenophobia and manifest as apathy, removing one’s self from caring or thinking about others. But, in moderation, it can cause feelings of peace and tranqulity, and compassion. Therefore genius is a mix of masculine and feminine qualities, the sage’s motivation for calm and loneliness seems to be rooted in the feminine, and incorrectly labeled as masculine. This model explains all human behavoirs.
Life seems to be approaching an inverted symettry to unconscious reality (Nature.) Love is more or less a given, the universe seems to be creating an inverted version of itself to witness itself, and the only way it can witness itself is to create an inverted version of itself so that it can make cosmic love to itself and cause the Big Bang. Actually this is not one of my troll theories and is somewhat serious, it seems to be an ultimate process. Human sex just seem to be a casual side effect happenstance manifestation of a natural cosmic process. Conscious beings (Me) seems to be approaching what can observe the maximum amount of “stuff”, beings that can observe both fire, the ring of fire, the illusion of the fire, and the atoms of the fire, including whatever else kind of “stuff”, both focus and blur, all sides of the coin, which leads me to my next theory, that
Life seems to be an elaborate project made by some kind of Being on the other side, because our lives seem to be jammed packed full of so much “stuff”. Our lives have clarity, unlike the blurry consciousness of the animal who enagages in repetitive tasks. It is an assumption that we ever were fish at the bottom of the ocean, the Truth is Me and My life has lots of stuff!
Now some of these theories I am inclined to discard, except for the fact that they remain persistent throughout the years. Like, the purpose of Life and Consciousness seems a bit uncertain, but more or less solid, “Life is Scripted” seems more or less solid-ish. A theory I didn’t mention because I wasn’t sure is that God got rid of the Eden so that we could do his dirty work and understand ultimate things before some cataclysmic things. Now this theory isn’t that solid because it presumes several things, that Eden was a real place or at least the metaphor of it was real, and there is some Being behind the curtains pulling the strings, and that there is some oncoming cataclysmic thing we need ultimate intelligence/wisdom/intellect for. Now my theory is that Earth was terraformed by aliens known as the gods but I dont have any evidence besides the cosmic background radiation implying Earth is center of universe. My theory is that god like aliens, on their voyage to the center of the universe, discovered Earth at the center and decided to terraform it.