I have awakened to this! How inconvenient.
It should be said that we are here for no reason. None at all. This reality constructed by myself is only a brief episode of life that is a change of pace from the nothingness I was and will become in due time. So what to do, what to do with my time? Every day is a struggle. Every day I wake up like I first woke up to this…ungodly place.
AS if i knew Godly! Knowledge of God is knowledge of those things we dream. And we dream alright. At least we call them dreams. We call ourselves dreamers as if it’s a bad thing. We are all but dreamers in a fantasy world of emotion, sensation and thought. We can be compared to nothing! WE are just human. I am just lucky or unlucky if you’re into statistics. I fortunate for you am not but I do know what I think I know about numbers and probabilities. And those say I most likely was unlucky to be here.
But now that I am here my inclination is to live. Not really voluntary and a bit rude of my biological instincts to not let me have much of a choice. My lifespan is the smallest micro second in time. So why are there so many “important” people? I’d say most if not all are unimportant in the truest sense. The Ego keeps our competitive instincts functioning properly whatever the hell an “Ego” really means. I have an instinct it means nothing or at least in the future we’ll all have most things figured out about ourselves. How could we not? Barring war, disaster we will find out how we ourselves operate without vague definitions of words that we think we know or speculate. There will be no hypothesis or theory only facts that our new selves will have processed quite easily. We are still primitive beings. Hell we’re still organic! Ha! WE still need to shit and piss like animals! Evolution or whatever it will be called in the future that improves upon this idea will have advanced to the point of a waste system that does not require a second of our lifespan to deal with such nonsense as feces.
I am stuck in this time of foolishness! Time of ignorance! Time of “God” Time of people claiming they see imaginary things. Time of people not wanting to just grow and become fuller human beings!
And yes I am ignorant too!