I try to resist being entertained, when I am strong enough for it, every now and then.
Entertainment, fun, absorbtion, even pleasure, it serves to occupy the mind with itself, to the point where only it exists and there is nothing else, for that moment.
When the mind is not filled and occupied, certain types of truth begin to creep into the tiny cracks between the non-conductive barrier of the unconscious.
This truth is the worst and most terrible, life-ending truth there is. We resist it as best we can. This truth is a secret as well. It is both self-secret, and publicly suppressed.
There are layers which are all designed to block out this truth.
[1]First, numbness, as much as possible, not even being able to sense it.
[2]Next, diversion, any form of occupation and mental busywork or pleasures.
[3]Hunger and muscle spasms. The spasms reaffirm the body’s control over its soul and by drawing upon its energy and sending it the command to movement, the soul retains its body and thus its barrier.
[4]Infinite blinding fear which causes the person to scream and not be awake or conscious of their body anymore.
[5]Death, which is not normally preferred, but as an alternative to this truth, death is appealing and will be chosen.
This truth, as far as I have touched it, is the fact that all things exist at the very tip and edge of infinity. Infinite free knowledge and energy is everywhere at once, in an infinite never ending supply. Life is a corruption and a prison which is designed to keep you away from that infinite freedom and fulfillment.
This is very cutting edge philosophy and only a few people on earth can relate to it.
The buddha almost had it. Buddhists are probably closest to this truth as they can be, considering how it is like the nemesis of all common beings.