I watched through the curtain as he sat and sobbed
He loved me so much that he let me hurt myself
But everytime I hurt myself he suffered with me
At first I would hurt myself
But then I hurt myself to hurt him
My choice in men, at first bad, was progressively worse
And I’d make sure that he would meet them
Johnathan, Joshua, and Jake were just the “J’s”
Finally, I met George
George was a real piece of work
In and out of jail, 3 kids, 2 different mothers
I told Juliet that George had a huge cock
I made sure Juliet told him about George’s manhood
That night I saw him cry
A small smile creeped up on my face
But then, he changed
He stopped caring as much
He no longer bathed me with unwavering love
Shortly, he met Denise
Denise treated him with dignity and love
But I could tell he still loved me
I began to compete for his love
The only way I knew how
But Denise won out far too often
So I pissed George off by sleeping with Casey
George beat me so badly I was hospitalized
I pretended to be asleep when he came into the room
And he sat down and began to sob
I managed to hurt him again
How will I hurt him tomorrow?
Perhaps I should kill myself…
That will really hurt him
-Thirst4Peace
[i]If he brings you happiness
Then I wish you
All the best,
It’s your
Happiness
That matters
Most of all…
But if he ever breaks your heart
If the teardrops
Ever start
I’ll be there
Before the next
Teardrop falls.
I’ll be there
Anytime,
You need me
By your side,
To drive
Away
Every teardrop
That you cry
And if he ever leaves you blue,
Just remember
I love you
And I’ll be there
Before the next
Teardrop falls,
And I’ll be there
Before the next
Teardrop falls[/i]
Before The Next Teardrop by Freddie Fender
-Thirst
[i]Nobody else here baby no one else here to blame
No one to point the finger…
It’s just you and me and the rain
Nobody made you do it, no one put words in your mouth
Nobody here taking orders when love took a train heading south
It’s the blind leading the blond
It’s the stuff the, it’s the stuff of country songs
Hey if god will send his angels
And if god will send a sign
And if god will send his angeles
Would everything be alright?
God has got his phone off the hook
Babe would he even pick up if he could?
It’s been a while since we saw that child
Hangin’ round this neighbourhood
See his mother dealing in a doorway
See Father Christmas with a begging bowl
Jesus’ sister’s eyes are blistered…
The high street never looked so low
It’s the blind leading the blond
It’s the cops collecting for the cons
Hey if god will send his angels
And if god will send a sign
And if god will send his angels
Would everything be alright?
Where do we go?
[size=75]Where do we go?[/size]
Jesus never let me down
You know Jesus used to show me the score
Then they put Jesus in show business
Now it’s hard to get in the door
It’s the stuff it’s the stuff of country songs
But I guess it was something to go on
So where is the hope and where is the faith … and the lovvvvvve?
What’s that you say to me, does love… light up your Christmas tree?
The next minute you’re blowing a fuse
And the cartoon network turns into the news
If god will send his angels
I sure could use them here right now
Well if god will send his angels
and I don’t have to know how (where do we go)
and I don’t need to know why
and I don’t want to promise (where do we go)
and I don’t want to lie
I just know that I need you (where do we go)
Tonighhhhht!!!
Loooooooooooove…
[size=75]Saw my soul down by your dooor.[/size][/i]
If God Will Send His Angels, by U2.
Edit:
Don’t fall away!
And leave me to myself
Don’t fall away!
And leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands again
Leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleeding
Goodbye Beloved Cookie…
-Thirst