This was not technically true… I simply just do not have the energy for a relationship due to CF, but I can enjoy the electric atmosphere that is the human mating season
The emotional pang you sensed was probably just that.
I have CF because I am intolerant to chemicals and go into a hibernative state in order to survive, actually. The experts are now talking about harvesting the molecules responsible for the illness from CF sufferers to treat other ailments.
That avatar has fulfilled its purpose, but until I find a suitable replacement that one remains… the new one will come to me in a waking vision like that one did.
If it was in the mind… perhaps, but it is not, and I’m sure your hands are healing… but not in this case. People saying: walk it off, think positively, exercise through it, etc… all the wrong things they should be recommending, but they mean well, and at least your offer isn’t an exerting one.
You mean my signature, rather than my avatar…? nah! the hibernating panda is my power animal, and is there to give me inspiration… inspiration to embrace the state of hibernation