I was stuck at home all day today. I didn’t do any work. And goddamn the sun has set and I feel depressed. Sitting at home doing nothing just makes me depressed. Reminds me of that Brave New World moment where he explains why all the peons work. I think I understand all the people that turn to nihilism to justify the emotions that turn up as a result of this kind of stagnation. Pehh.
I’m sure it’s those damn evolutionary instincts. Sitting around doing nothing probably isn’t very good for survival.
What about those reptiles that camoflauge themselves so they don’t get eaten by predators and remain undetected by their prey?
Makes me wonder, who is Rouzbeh preying on…
j/k
On the contrary!
I’ve sat at home all day today and haven’t done anything. it’s quite a weight off one’s shoulders when one stops trying to be productive.
I’m not preying on anyone. I just think this sense of uselessness accompanied by low spirits over a long period of time can lead to nihilism. Then try to convince the person behind the glass window that the laughing on the outside is real, it’s just not possible. I think it’s a wonderful short journey through the nihilist world.
Nada, my experience has been that holidays are good only so long as they’re very very temporary. So long as you know you’re back at work on monday, sunday’s a wonderful day to relax. If you’re not waiting to work the next day, sunday’s just another day to waste. And be sad. Thankfully, and depressingly (hah), I’m back to being immersed in work. Who knew the analysis of pumps and pipes could be so fun.
Find something to do then
If you need someone to talk to, gimme a call… xD