Some Thoughts on God

Since the supposed god decided to not interact with us face to face, i judge it by it’s supposed creation instead of the PR bs other humans wrote about him.

I look at this universe and i see an engineering marvel of balance and all rules bending back onto themselves in a perpetual singularity.
This universe is perfection from an engineering standpoint.

From an ethical, moral, loving, caring standpoint however, its nil.
We live in a reality that is dictated by natural selection, survival, fitness and a hundred billion ways of death and suffering.
Unless suffering too is a blessing of god, unless you take pain and death as something positive, this reality is nothing more than a nightmare created at best for the purpose of purgatory and endlessly blending something down until you get some kind of end result to a question.

It resembles more a petridis or experiment than anything resembling love or care.