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I want to be something - and I’m not.
I want to do something - and I can’t.
I want to realize this - and I won’t.
I want to realize this deeper and deeper - and I can’t.
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What do you want to be? And why aren’t you"
What do you want to do? And why can’t you?
It would seem you already have.
Or are you an ironist too? 
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I originally wrote these few lines rather self-indulgently.
Then I realized that I was discribing my ego. Not the manefestations of ego but the spirit or intangable soul.
Immediately after I understood that what I had just written was universal.
We all feel those lines.
We are trapped and we are reflected within those few words.
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You are not one thing and life another.
You want to reassure yourself that you are there. The ‘I’ is nothing but the word ‘I’. There is no ‘I’ independent of this word.
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I really appreciate your articulations and perceptions.
You seem very together.
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I could read it like this: (if I didn’t know better): I am not in the State of Iam. But I think I know better. Or do I?