I’d say ‘keep telling yourself that’… . but i have a feeling you already have been.
correct i have been watching myself lately 
I’m not really sure if there’s anything wrong with you because I’ve never been able to make myself read a whole post of yours. A little grammar would help. Kinda reminds me of my friend Minh when he decides to argue about nothing for no reason at all. It ends up making no sense and a very angry audience.
I take it back.