I don’t know quite how to define this, I think my topic header “the annihilation of a thought” is a pretty good description. Over the past year I’ve learned to annihilate any thoughts which I consider to be negative. Before I would have something creep up into my mind, and I would not be able to transcend it, I wouldn’t be able to let it go. It would bug me all day, or all month. Over the past year or so, I’ve learned various techniques to apply to this. Most formidable is the acceptance of “the now”, and the immediate experience. Yet one cannot live his entire life in such a state, we need thought, we need to plan. Western soceity has brought us to a mind state of reductionism, where others tend to try to live completely holistic lifestyles. I think that one needs both, but when dealing with finite thought, when surfing through the mindscape, attempting to tackle problems, and answer questions, we often encounter lines of thought that bug us, that become demons, that enslave us.
Now what I have been doing as of late, and find it extremly useful is whenever a line of thought becomes static, starts to bug me, a depressing thought, a thought that I cannot bring to a viable answer, something that is like a knife in my mind, making me unhappy, and unable to think clearly, I completely annhilate it.
Now this is not “positive thinking”, trying to use one part of the mind to dominate another. Trying to use willpower to overcome such thoughts, such states of mind. Its complete annhilation. Like particles, and antiparticles which collide.
Any time a problem thought, or line of thought creeps up, I formulate a thought which is the exact opposite, I rationally compose the thought, I support it, and hence the two thoughts collide, and nothing is left.
Maybe that is what is happening, or maybe I completely turn the line of thought away, turning it into the complete opposite direction, bringing it full circle, and it then ends.
What I see is the need of the ego/self to justify. The need of man to justify his own actions. This is where I think the problem arises, and this is where I think the problem can be fixed. Its once you realise you can justify anything, then you can create an opposite thought, justify it, and it releases you from the line of analysis you were on before. Its like “thought flipping”.
Nihilism, and causility are good tools for this. Great tools for justification. Here I think that I have not done anything today, and I justify it by causility. I was not as charming as I could have been with that girl, and I justify it using some form of nihilism, that nothing really matters. I think in the past I was naive and too accepting of society’s veiws, and I tried to fit in the mold, and I justify this by using the arguement such as “I was conditioned by society” I find that it doesn’t matter if you truely believe in the arguements that you are using to justify the thought, but that you can.
These are just examples. Again I don’t know how to exactly label this, but I do think that the fact that you can truely justify anything is helpful, and creating “thought antibodies”, or exact opposites, the negative to the positive, to release you from any type of negative, unconstructive thinking.
The biggest pitfall I see is that a sentance is susceptible to infinite regression. This brings me to thought is susceptible to infinite regression, and it is quite a problem if you allow your thoughts to continue into infinity without any resolution. I think this leads to depression. Set theory really supports the fact that thought is subject to infinite regression.
So all, I unfortunatley had another day stuck inside, due to the weather, and various tasks I had to complete at my pc, and in my home. It was a day wrought with cabin fever, and some troublesome thoughts popped up, and I realised that I had become quite proficiant by now in my little technique. Its a bit of an art, and I don’t know even what you would call it, but I offer it here to you because for one I think it is useful, and 2 I’m stuck inside on a saturday night
[EDIT] Once thought realizes its failabiltiy, it ceases.