ave you ever seen the edge of yourself?
where do you draw the line?
what identity confines you?
what self do you play with?
what great game of ego
and vanity and mememe
do you stage?
This is the age
of the Self
of the Individual
of Mass Individualism
of pure decadence
of complete immorality
this then is our task:
to break down the distances
to enter the dark
to step into the abyss
to get rid of all the
bad bad shit inside of us
be down with it.
scope it out.
clean yourself.
deny nothing.
let it all come
pouring out
in one BIG
catharsis
fight all the instincts
that rush through
you as blood
whip them
tame them
create them
take charge of them
have you ever seen the edge of yourself?
you are a blank canvas
upon which anything can be written
a tabula rasa
a black board
a virgin white paper
you are the anythingarian people!
you are play dough
you make it up as you go along
you are elastic
become elastic!
human nature
is play dough
it’s raw material
it’s fucked up
it’s dangerous
but that’s the game
eh
everything is a test of your endurance
of how much you really want the life thing
to be of value
how much are you willing to give of yourself?
is your private life a secret terror?
do a million billion betworks of thoughts
criss cross and dive and swim through your
sea head brain thought ocean cognition?
do you think if everyone told everything
-like that time that old man touched you
or you where raped or you stole
or you had evil thoughts of murderous intent
or you wore your mothers tights
or your had those dark thoughts about
your cousin or you stole all that cash
or you did lie that time you said you told
the truth or that you had incestuous
relations with that relation- do you
think if we opened our selves up like
that - ya know the private personal life
- the world would become a
more comfortable place? (i doubt it)
(are these the scribbles
of a mind short of some
scaffolding?)
HA!
you have never seen the edge of yourself
there is nothing behind your skin.
there is only surface.
there is only surface.
and people are not good to each other
one on one