af, thank you for your comments here. perspective is what was lacking thus far in this thread.
i started this thread because i could not understand how Nietzsche, in light of everything he said, could have actually believed a rediculous absurdity as eternal recurrence. i now have the properly subtle understanding of the difference between eternal recurrence as reality, as historical or physical fact, and eternal recurrence as a LOVE of life, affirmation of what one is, and consequently, all that is. that one loves life so much that he would will it all AS IT IS, no different, as it must be… this is the idea, the love, of which Nietzsche spoke. it is the love which can best, and perhaps only, find its expression as an amor fati.
i cannot yet say that i have reached amor fati, but nonetheless i am able to see it. i am able to see eternal recurrence as it is, within the entire picture. context-dropping is something that renders Nietzsche meaningless-- and this is something which you, sauw, do not understand.
i must thank you also, sauw, however. i now see what i was becoming. you. i now begin to understand why and how Nietzsche criticized human reason. a human abortion. such things were beyond my grasp, beyond my sight, until i came across one here: you.
to know everything, but to understand nothing… surely this would be the greastest curse possible upon man. i suppose, one cannot see this path unless he is confronted with it, face to face. through you, through your compartmentalized, overrationalized, ego-centered lack of subtlety, lack of DEPTH and COMPLETENESS of understanding, it becomes clear to me how one could take Nietzsche the wrong way.
trying to understand a picture pixel by pixel will never, ever give you the meaning inherent within.
with such an approach, the picture will remain invisible, forever.
and thus, i am off.
my thanks, again, to both of you-- such a confrontation is indeed quite rare, but be rest assured that it has not been wasted. to each, his own… as always.
fare well, to us all, on whatever paths we have chosen for ourselves.
may we find exactly what we set out for in the first place.