The “I am” needs to exist to claim that the “I am” is life.
Wants. Chooses to exist its essence, because that’s what/why/how it is.
No,the “I am” is life Ichthus.
Exodus 3:14
Yes,you might be desiring life and yet not able to attain it because you only exist because you need to exist to claim that you don’t exist.
You’re so right about that, buddy. I see everything so differently now, thnx.