Oh look Dan, the Semantics are here. “Enter the Death of Philosophy, Learning, and Conceptualization beyond anything not readily definable by human words and their exact definitions which are of course, unable to be expanded because they surely mean all there is to know in the entirety of the Universe and their could not possibly be anything for which they can not describe or define…”.
Oh wait… you mean there is?.. Oh so that’s why they update the dictionary 12 times a year, and add new words and new definitions…
I lost my old msn password. Do you use skype? We can talk in the thread though if you have the time. I’d like to respond to your ideas here.
I believe that a large amount of things have happened to me spiritually, even though my physical life is very simple, compared to the constant shift and rapid rates that the metaphysical and spiritual forces operate on. At some point I had figured out how to clone my astral body, aswel as my mental body and my aetheric one was able to divide aswel though much more slowly. I thought having lots of bodies would be great, and empowering. But the bodies decided to do trades with metaphysical beings and a variety of creatures. They baught copies of their minds, and also added new souls of many kinds to themselves. The eventual result was that each body became so unique and new that they all split. Only a few stayed with my earthly soul and self. The result wanted to remain allies with me but form their own empires and groups. Also some of my spirit rejected my body and earth reality. He considered it too inferior and slow and difficult to use. So he went to a higher energy and stayed there, forming his own religion and gaining deciples.
I’m not sure how you came to the conclusion that I’m split, but yeah, I am super split, spiritually.
I’m not sure what the wrongness is specifically. I feel the otherness all the time.
Maybe the wrongness you sense has to do with deviation away from all common reality, which my spawn have been very into. Certain forms of power come to you if you deviate away from nature and common reality. It can go so many ways after that that I can’t describe it very well though.
Just like how my many bodies split, the hive mind split too. The consciousness got so complex that it reached a “technological singularity”, producing a bunch of unforseeable results. The split up cluster beings are friends with the ones they split with, but they disagree on some things. It has been split for a long time now. I want to retain my soul and human body good qualities forever, since I like them so much, so I have to be careful how I do things, but the whole process was a learning experience for me. I respect individualism now. Before I thought it was simply divisive and foolish. A disease. Now I see it as necessity. It must be, due to the way everything truly is.
Yeah. Despite the splits, I feel my ‘power’ has grown nicely. I’m fairly confidant that I will be able to handle the afterlife when it comes to that. I’ve been trying to prepare myself for it all the time. I believe a earthly year is a very long time for a psychic being, or a higher being, because they move and change more quickly than earthly beings. By the time we are old, our spirit will have had almost like an eternity to change, if its parts can change outside of the physical locks and such which most people have.
I consider my old self crazy, although he was very creative and artistic.
The way he thought and faught, was not very cautious or wise. Maybe it was a bit my youthfulness to blame.
I do my skype is the same as my IM. Except without the @Live.com
Not to chastise you but you should have know the first law of conscious creation is that all things created will eventually outgrow / out evolve the control of their creator, and choose to do and go their own way. So Creating clones of “yourself” was probably a really, really bad idea… But hey, it could have been much, much worse… (Or better)
It’s me, just because I am not able to talk to you very often does not mean I don’t pay attention. I have a lot of time so to speak invested in you. And you are what I consider to be a friend so I do watch occasionally or focus in your direction to see how your getting along.
Everyone has to learn in their own way, but the price you had to pay to learn that lesson was quite high…
I’m just the opposite to me time doesn’t make sense here. It seems unnatural… I guess is the right word for it.