I’m just going to ignore iambiguous at the moment. The problem that I’ve found, James, is that some people don’t mind poking themselves in the eye. I know you were using that metaphorically and so am I. While you or I may be comfortable doing one thing, another person may not be. We each have our specific hang-ups based on certain things in our lives. True morality has been defined already as the concept of God based under the old saying ‘I Will Be What I Will Be’, known more as ‘I Am What I Am.’
If God is everything, then moralistically he is even the immoral. On some level, an immoral person may know they’re immoral and just not care enough to do anything about it; this doesn’t note a lack of morality on their part for they know what they do to be immoral; they just don’t have a reason to care. On some level, an immoral God knows he’s immoral and is obviously working to do something about if that God exists; which includes the addition of extremes to fight each other into a more neutral balance favorable to himself.
As you see individual to individual the indecisiveness in them and the choices they make taking them to alternating ends of the spectrum; the true morality of God currently remains in doubt at the present moment; though that’s not to say there’s not a part of him distant from that and looking on with true impartiality in the matter. I can say this with certainty because it’s a part of myself to be able to do so; though it isn’t a perfect thing in my opinion, which may be faulty due to lack of information. I’m willing to make that bet than to think that I have all the information already when I know there’s information nobody can truly give through the channels we have available to us in modern society.
Which is why I went old school and reconnected inside my own mind. I’m connected with countless people and we do trade thoughts and emotions and converse on that intimate level subconsciously. I don’t think all of them are quite fully aware of this, yet. If not, those who have begun to sense this inner connection do need to wake up.
The question of God’s morality is a question of balance. No matter what we do, the balance must be kept. It will always be kept. These moments like this only determine who has the upper hand. Over the past countless eras of our known history, it hasn’t been the good guys. We are hitting an alignment; or have hit one. It’s well known astronomically, I guess; I could be wrong on that. It was something floating around; anyway.
It’s a matter of who is going to fight hardest for it and at this point, it’s becoming quite embarrassing that they flaunt it so openly and nobody is doing anything about it and they know it. It shouldn’t be as easy as it has been for them and they’re coming to realize that the system they corrupted was actually trying to serve their better interests. The recent generations, at any rate. They’ve become lax and lazy without true opposition for a long time because most just let it be.
They shouldn’t be allowed to have their way all the time because it ruins what they love the most about life, too. When people become too smart for their BS and stop playing their games. And really, that’s what it’s all about. If people aren’t having fun, what’s the point? Stop people from living; make rules to keep them safe and protected and they’ll never understand and will never remember just what they need to be wary of in their fellow man. They know it, now. They just don’t want to admit it; they’re going to force it to come to a head and they’re just sitting there with bated breath as everything goes to shit. And, I hope it doesn’t come to them.
The simple fact is that if you had something I needed to survive and you were doing fine while I wasn’t; I would steal it. I might steal something from you even if I didn’t ‘need’ it just because I wanted it if I knew it was something you wouldn’t miss. You want to call me on it? I’ll feel like shit about it and we’ll become better friends for it and I’ll respect you more for it. I won’t steal from my best friends, though some times the random impulse snags me up.
I would kill a man if he came at me threatening my life. If I needed to, I would kill a man to survive. I’ve thought about killing people just because; that’s there. I will never do that, because it serves no purpose for me. I do not want to fight; I do not really want to kill. I just want people to try to do things more reasonably instead of having their emotions completely dominate them. It’s a respect thing, for them to be able to respect themselves more; not for me to respect them. I would respect them so long as they honestly admitted that was their problem and that they were trying to work on it. If they were serious, I would help them because I would understand.
If I didn’t understand their pain, I wouldn’t be moved to try to help them with it. I know that in the past people have told me to seek counselors to which I denied because I didn’t trust counselors based on past experiences. And, I knew I could do it myself given enough time. So, I know that on some level people want to do things on their own. On another level, I would have appreciated it if people could have given me some help and support at times and so I try to give the help and support that I lacked, in careful moderation.
I know that I’m an angry person. I have a lot of hurt inside of me and it’s hard to contain, especially when people rile me up. I don’t like being petty because I’ve had people be petty and vindictive to me and didn’t like it one bit. I would rather be up front and settle the matter with some honor; which is a somewhat faulty concept given what honor leads some men to do in their ignorance. I try to temper my anger around people that have yet to deserve it and to greet them as equals and with respect until they show me otherwise because that is what I expect from others.
When I’m wrong, I want someone to call me on it. I’ve noticed that when people do bad things, they mostly want attention and it will keep presenting itself through their subconscious until they’re completely confident in what they do and parade it out in front for everyone to see. I don’t want people to beat around the bush because if they know something that could help me, then it sure beats doing something harder than it needs to be done. If I’m wrong, I’m wrong, but prove it to me, because I’m a stubborn asshole. Don’t just have false confidence because that pisses me the fuck off and I will tear you a new one. Know what you’re talking about and actually use reason and logic. Otherwise you do nothing but piss me off and that goes back to the earlier paragraph I wrote about my anger; to which you’ve seen.
I’ve got no problem being lazy, but over time I’ve seen the value of hard work and simple work and working for what I want instead of trying to scheme or manipulate or bullshit. I always want more, but to appreciate what you have is even better; especially if what you want would be wasteful. To do things right breeds respect in others, even those who aren’t as moral as you.
I make friends because no matter what you are or what they are or what your opinions and beliefs are or what theirs are; if you make a good and solid friendship, it doesn’t matter whether you’re right or wrong because they will get your back even if they tell you when you’re right or wrong. Not everyone is a good friend and a lot of people will fuck you over if you let them in this era; I’ve noticed seems to be the going trend. Stupidity, because all they do is cause people to be smarter; eventually they will get caught in their own traps, every single one of them, no matter how good they are. Even the ones who take their secrets to the grave and were never seemingly caught up were caught up all the same in the various emotions and everything else that came with.
The true morality of the world is.