Here is the thing: you (Jakob and Sauwelios, the VO crew) suffer from the inability to admit the inevitability of arbitrariness in every decision making process.
By arbitrariness, I do not simply mean “dasein”. What iambiguous calls “dasein” is rooted in one’s past. Arbitrarines, however, isn’t rooted in one’s past. By arbitrariness, I mean randomness, and randomness means lack of relation to any past event.
To a degree, decision making process is random, which means, emergent, and that means not rooted in any prior event. This degree can be controlled, it can be increased or decresead, but it can never be eliminated. Moreover, this increasing and decreasing does not change the total amount of arbitrariness, it merely changes the local amount. In other words, arbitrariness can only be displaced: if you want to harden something, you have to soften something else, and vice versa.
You are trying to hide the fact that in all decision making process there is a degree of arbitrariness. You do this – and this is a distinctive feature of yours – by trying to anchor your decisions in circular logic.
You aim for logical consistency because logical consistency gives you the confidence, the anchor, the firmness, you desperately need. But this is delusional.
Here’s an example: we value, and can do nothing else but value, precisely because existence itself is valuing.
Here’s another example: everyone values valuation because valuing devaluation devalues such a valuation.
You want all of your decisions to be rational. And these are the consequences. You end up relying on circular, self-referential, logic in order to make it look like your decisions are rational.
But they aren’t. Decisions cannot be completely rational. They cannot be because the universe is flux, and this means, not strictly determined.
The universe isn’t a machine. We, ourselves, aren’t machines. There is no underlying mechanism. No human God, no fantastical God, no thing-in-itself God, no collective God, no mathematical God, no self-valuing God, nothing.
As iambiguous says, we live in a world sans God.
So how do we anchor our decisions in a world sans God? That is the question.
Let’s tackle the concept of rationality first. What does it refer to? What is a rational decision?
A rational decision is a decision that maximizes the progress towards a chosen goal. Without a goal, there can be no rationality in decision making process.
Rationality deals with HOW, and in order to be able to deal with HOW, it must know WHY.
Rationality cannot answer any WHY’s unless these WHY’s are posed as HOW’s to some other WHY’s.
But there is an end to this process, and at the top of the hierarchy, there is always a WHY that has nothing above it.
Here is another way to say the same thing.
To make an arbitrary choice rational, you have to subordinate it to a goal. To subordinate it to a goal, you need to choose a goal. This choice is an arbitrary one unless you promote it to a rational one by subordinating it to another goal. So now you have a choice of a goal that is guided by some other goal. You can do this for as many goals as you wish, but at some point you have to stop the process by arbitrarily choosing the top-most goal.
I think this is known as “infinite regress”.
So how do we anchor our decisions given the above?
First, this isn’t necessary. There is no reason, only a need, to do so. That means that anchoring is a choice too. You can do it but you do not have to.
So why do it at all? Where’s your WHY for this decision?
Decisions can be made completely randomly. This is, however, made difficult by one’s past, which is to say, by one’s impulses. So while possible, it is rather improbable that one will remain consistent in one’s randomness. Still, that’s exactly what hedonists do. They are breeding a man of complete randomness.
A man of complete randomness is not self-valuing but self-devaluing because he values himself not in terms of himself – of his past – but in terms of what is not himself – of what is counter to his past.
What does it mean to self-value anyways?
To self-value means to value identity. And to value identity means to value order.
Metaphysically speaking, there is nothing but change. Within this change, there are slow currents of change, which we call order, and fast currents of change, which we call chaos.
To self-value means to value slow change.
Men of randomness value precisely the opposite: fast change.
Self-valuing isn’t the only kind of valuing there is, and the choice of one over the other is not a rational one.
You posit self-valuing as a building block – an atom – of reality. This is a derivative of Monistic Ontology that has absolutely nothing to do with Process Ontology. You do not really seem to understand what Process Ontology is.
You claim that there are no “things”, only probability states. It appears to me that the only distinction you are making here is that between static things and dynamic things. There are no static things, you say, only dynamic things that appear to be static to an untrained eye. This is a very simplistic understanding of Process Ontology.
Your self-valuing may be a dynamic thing, but it’s still a thing, an atom, a building block of the giant mechanism that is universe.
Process Ontology goes much further than that. It states that the universe is fundamentally indeterministic. The change does not occur according to some underlying mechanism, or algorithm, hidden or not. It occurs, quite literally, randomly.
If you accept that the universe is fundamentally random, then you must prepare for the emergence of phenomena that is not self-valuing.
Of course, what is possible is not necessarily probable, but you must not deny the possibility. Furthermore, self-devaluings are already a real phenomenon. In fact, it’s dominant phenomena (the universe, itself, is self-devaluing, for example.)
To think that everything is self-valuing is to blind yourself to reality that is not self-valuing.
There are living examples of self-devaluing right on this forum. See Zoot, for example. See his forum-deleting philosophy-hating it’s-all-just-a-joke attitude for an example of a strong, relatively consistent, self-devaluing.
Another mistake that you make is that you assume that self-valuing is necessarily a good thing. This isn’t true. There are people who value themselves too much. People who are too strict, too hard on themselves and others.
Conversely, it is a mistake to think that all self-devaluing is necessarily a bad thing. Since change is inevitable, self-devaluing is inevitable too. It is better to have a control over your devaluation, than not to have any control.
There is an art in suffering that consists in distributing the force of impact across the entire body, instead of placing it all in one place. The ideal is to engage the whole body, not merely a part of the body.
But of course, this is yet another arbitrary choice.
The question remains: how do you decide? How do you anchor your decisions? What do you use to anchor decisions?
Though one can offer alternatives, it is still up to the individual to make their own decision.
There is no rationality, no objective ground, to pick any one of them. It’s an arbitrary choice.