I grew up agnostic, but became a theist when I started questioning how our conscience works …
Some biologists say we developed a conscience for the survival benefit, enabling us to cooperate, helping to create a community where we can better survive. Having a conscience is ultimately for our survival as a species. To some extent, it seems to be the case, however . . .
Let’s examine these cases.
[Case 1]
A soldier is hurrying to move away from the area he knows is about to be bombarded by his army since they think none of their soldiers survived. Unable to communicate with the base (radio is malfunctioning), he is running as fast as he can. Once he crosses the river a half mile ahead, he’s safe. But he encounters a local old man bleeding profusely from a stray bullet, begging for help.
Scenario-1
He carries the old man on his back. This significantly delays him and both die in the bombardment.
Scenario-2
He doesn’t stop for the old man and makes it to the safe area in time.
[Case 2]
In a shipwreck, only two survive. A 30 year-old(A) and an 80 year-old(B). They are floating on a small boat with a limited amount of water and no food. Several days have passed, yet no sign of rescue. B is extremely emaciated and says “I’m not gonna survive this, I should die sooner than later so you can have water all to yourself and also use my body as bait to fish so you can eat.” B takes a knife and tries to slit his throat.
Scenario-1
A stops B, takes the knife away, and continues to share water with B . . . both die in three days after the water had run out.
Scenario-2
A lets B kill himself and lives on another week until finally rescued.
I am not trying to discuss about which action (S-1 or S-2) we must take.
My question is, why are we in awe of the actions displayed in S-1?? We see something sublime about them — but not about the actions in S-2 — don’t we?
Speaking strictly from the survival point of view, S-2 shows the right action — isn’t saving at least one, instead of risking two lives, better? In particular, the young dying for the old is wrong in terms of species-preservation. So, why do we consider the actions in S-1 “noble”, but not the actions in S-2 which in reality better serve the survival of the species ??
Isn’t it because our conscience makes us feel that’s what we’re supposed to do? But, what is our conscience responding to in these cases, if not to the biological demand to better facilitate our survival?
Can it be . . . the voice of god ?