The world according to my ‘druidic’ visions; questing:
The fundamental thing in druidry is ‘questing’, which is the art of making a journey towards discovery into a quest i.e. taking it that you are being taught by your visions, an inner speechless voice, visualisations etc in a certain ‘manner’. One which will resolve over a course of time, where everyone you meet and speak to also become part of that quests adventure.
Consider the Arthurian 'quest for the holy grail; the grail represents an idea or something you wish to achieve, it can be absolutely anything ~ as the storyline is actually irrelevant. Usually the contents of the grail change as one furthers themselves, and indeed from ancient times [even as far back as the stone age] I believe the grail rarely had a single ‘holder’ or one person who the grail was far – as it were. Instead many druids would be part of a grail journey, and there would be many journeyers and many grails. Eventually some of the grails would merge together, and a single grail and respective ‘champion of the grail’ would emerge.
I should add that kings and warriors are part of the quest, not the whole of it, only druid ‘types’ can take a quest and gain the grail [though not for themselves of course].
I cant know if my visions are the same as the ancients, though I would argue they are the same ~ but relative to me, now, in these times. Indeed I think there is an arcane university ‘out there’ in reality somewhere.
So what am I being taught? This is the question I am asking you! ~ as my subjective interpretation could be wrong or may be expanded.
1.the ‘void’. My first vision; a rectangular opening in the wall occurred and I ‘flew’ through it. The moment after I arrived in an empty place/space [assumedly; the void], everything about this earthly world was gone completely. I immediately became aware of its depthlessness in terms of being seemingly infinite as opposed to a dark and close kind of negative void [there is that in druidry too though [the annwyn; ‘region’ of death and nightmares, curse ~ a darkness from beneath [as represented by the pictish symbol and meaning of 'water-horse’etc].
2.‘Direction’; I felt myself floating and could move around by thinking myself in a given direction. I moved forwards noticing a calm feeling of bliss, then I moved in a downwards motion, noticing a distinct sense of discomfort quickly becoming like a hellishness [feeling of]. Naturally I moved upwards quickly and found myself back in ‘neutral space’, thence moving upwards once more I then had a vision of what I thought of as ‘God’ [possibly deus-pater sky-father [druidic and generally proto-indo-european deity]].
3.Seeing your or ‘the’ future; after the vision I found myself moving forwards, and as I did visions appeared before me. They began with a vision of white pearly stairs which appeared to be going up to heaven ~ as if like they do in movies lol. Upon those stairs were three women, one I was with at the time, the next up a few steps was the lady I met after and married, then much further up the steps was a third whom I haven’t as yet met [but feel I will]. I saw a lot of things that now [I can only remember some] have come to pass, but it all seemed very metaphoric rather than literal. A couple of things I would really like to happen, but they haven’t as yet [boo god].
The vision then ended by me sensing my room around me and I floated back to where I were sat.
that’s probably enough to start with, I have spoken about things like ‘the realm of purple orbs’ and light beams, as the intermediate realm [as Tibetan Buddhists call it] before somewhat. I shall add that I have seen at least one other ‘god’/deity since, and between the 7 years of visioning I had between the ages of 20 and 27. after that I got a ‘message’ saying I should “review my philosophy prior to moving further with my visioning”, and that has been where I have been at since.
Some of you have known me here for a few years, and I wonder if any of you have seen anything of a ‘quest’ i.e. has my learning changed as dramatically as I think it has since I came here?
What do you think of ‘questing’?
What does one do once you leave the arcane university?
- in other words, what happens once we know how it all works ~ if we imagine that one could eventually do so, after perhaps many lives and incarnations. What does one do and be, does one simply live a better more fruitful and knowledgeable life etc? Remembering that the higher quests are a bit like putting your brain on a medieval rack and stretching it in all directions!
can you see yourself as being on or in a quest?
- and if you just think its all bollocks, that 90 billion neurons creating such things means nothing, then please don’t answer this thread!
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