Theater Of The Absurd

Mictlantecuhtli · July 23, 2016, 12:38am

Random Factor:

Pretty good, actually. At least I don’t have to act like you and cut someone down to feel better about myself. How’s it feel kicking someone when they’re down, BTW? Bet it makes you feel monumental to treat me the way you do. It’s like you thrive on insulting me. You’re a societal leech, you have to rely on others, but then you treat them like shit to avoid them seeing you weak and so dependent on them and then kick people while they’re down. It’s like, you’re stupid as fuck and I’m almost done wasting my time on you because even though I obviously care more about you than you do about yourself, fuck you, mate. Fuck you. There really is only so much that I put up with. I’m fine with being homeless, nothing in society can make me feel shame for it, you can’t diminish my freedom by dragging the context to insinuate whatever you choose to insinuate. It’s just a shit thing for you to do, I’m defending myself at he same time as changing others perspectives. I’m doing something real with my life all the while you sit there doing absolutely nothing important and are nothing more than a a piece of shit I keep stepping in over and over. It’s like, why don’t I just walk the other way home, I’m not likely to walk in this shit that way. Except shit like you is on every path and someone has to clean it up. Still, fuck off, there is only so many chances given, only so many times the cheeks can be turned before people just walk the fuck away.

Did it occur to you that I was giving you harsh criticism because I like you as a person? Relax and chill man. It’s all good in the internet neighborhood.

The_Eternal_Warrior · July 23, 2016, 10:02pm

That isn’t always an easy thing to see.

The_Eternal_Warrior · July 24, 2016, 9:28pm

I also don’t want to assume that people like me. I like me. I think I’m likeable. When I was younger, my mother told me that it was unrealistic to expect everyone to like me. My thought at the time was, ‘Why? If I’m a good person, why shouldn’t they like me?’

But, I understand a bit more now than I did back then. That, and this is the internet. With what I’ve been through in life, it’s hard, here, to tell if someone is at my throat or just giving me a hard time. It’s a little easier to read body language offline.

BTW, I’m high on meth right now. I found a spot yesterday where someone spilled their baggy and another spot with a broken pipe that had a decent amount of residue and I’ve been high for over 24 hours now. If I hadn’t said anything, you would have never known.