Everybody has thoughts they don’t want to think.
buggery
rape
murder
pederasty
bestiality
fornication
cocksucking
rimming
debuachery
homosexuality
transexuality
genocide
starvation
cruelty
neglect
indifference
rage
The human form so small even in its hugeness.
All the thoughts rush through us like advertisements
to some insane horror show.
Shine on! You human animals.
Shine on! Fight through the darkness
Pillage the darkness of your tiny and pathetic soul.
Do you want to hear the darkest of me?
I want to know the darkest of you.
Pillage the darkness, travel through it, over it,
beyond it, no darkness is to harsh, nothing
must be left out everything must be noted.
All the great cliches of love and life must be
smashed and exposed as baseless soft living
Open to the darkness
and only by taming the shit out of ourselves
shall we breath a new elemental dealing with Life
We will no longer be the runny nosed crying children
of eternity
we will have balls
and pussy
and our shame will
be our bravery
and our warts will
be our beauty
and our sickness
shall cure the entire History of human fear.
It is only because we think we deserve to be something more
than human that we pretend we are not human.
We are shunned and embarassed at the great
hairy ass of our nature
the great rape of our animal
we yet pretend to worhsip Gods
who dislike our nightmares
our urine and our failures
The darkest of you
Find it
Shine on it!
Let no weakness hold us
from the great power
of our presence
Come take of your silence!
Everybody has thoughts that terrify
and we must think them…