I been down so long
I forgot what y’u feel when y’u hear a song.
The soul tried to say it,
but the screams and the madness was louder.
Now, after a couple years of hard work
I’m almost in disbelief
Of the fact that I feel alive right now.
It’s been about 5 days.
I’m startin’ to remember
what it all felt like.
Everybody around me don’t know what I have
'nd I fought for a piece of that
'nd even that was enough to fight for,
again and again.
My “ESP” is back online, and I understand it better then ever.
Sad that nature forgot about the individual
But I guess it was just too focused on givin’ to the children.
I’m gunnu die for this… I really am.
The only way I’ll ever stop fighting for it, is when I’m dead.
Some gold diggers die with the shovel in their hands,
Instead of the embraces of their children
Being felt by a being that’s somehow worn out
After so much of the mill stones grind.
I want to live.
I want that so much, that nothing else can scare me.
Nothing else can stop me,
Except for the things that I can’t do to survive.
I want to live so much.
I understand it now.
My world, yes, it’s mine,
In that I can behold it and touch it.
My world needs me.
I’m one of the few,
Who really knows what matters most.
A soul rarely finds a special spot
Where peace is deeper then love
And all fear’s replaced by a good plan of action.
People would throw away an old coin,
If they thought it to be a penny
Instead of Roman gold.
And everybody doesn’t understand their home
So they want to sell it out
For something else
That was less, but understandable.
Some skin-deep desire, some reaction to one aspect of life
Gets put above the whole being.
But if they only knew.
The reason why a child has such a “magical” feeling in life
Is because of how healthy and vital they are.
Your physical and mental health are the difference between a cold dark world, and a wonderful life.
Health is all-important to life,
Much like good order is all-important in society.
I want to live, forever.
I don’t want anything to stop me,
And I’ve learned long ago
That it doesn’t pay
To stop your own soul
From doin’ what’s right.
Out of fear
they aborted life.
