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I read it before you deleted it. You know, some people think the desert is empty. Some people have bird feeders so they aren’t lonely. They feel like the birds are their friends. And for some people everything is too much. They always feel claustrophobic, and they’re always “crazy busy” even if this isn’t “objectively” the case at all. So you can try to balance the situation, but I think there’s more to it than that.

Anon I’m the dude you described in your last sentence. Watching me go through my week would be like watching a retarded kid try and write a book. It’d drive you crazy. It’s driven me crazy. That’s the only reason it doesn’t make me crazy now.

Everyone’s kinda crazy. It’s ok.

I used to hold ADD meds in my jaw and shove them under the mattress when my parents would leave the room.

Funny thing is I wrote that thing because I’ve been dealing with a stupid void in my life. And by stupid, I mean my method for escape was not available for the last week or so. Video game. Immediately after the post I got the game back, and I didn’t care about my troubles. Hence, escape.

Anyway I do still believe that pain can be registered with the perception that one’s life is too empty or too full. But anon, you made that idea look silly. So thanks.

I am one of those rare people who is not busy during the holidays, especially since I don’t buy gifts.

I don’t buy gifts either. What I was saying is that I’m never actually busy, but that I always feel like I am. It’s crazy man.

I don’t think it’s a silly idea, nano. Just incomplete.

I have a tshirt w/ kurt godel on it that says, “godel your problems, realize they aren’t even complete”.

I like turtles.