Well, the Nihilism that I liked so much – antil the last 30% of the writing, was here:
anus.com/zine/nihilism/
But what the good version of the word nihilism means to me, in my mind, is this:
…Even when we fully know reality and fact, all of our belief, memories and understanding, is in the form of thought, therefor, nothing inside of us is absolutely real, and the only truth is a pragmatic and healthy application of all things that we know or are capable of.
Saying “that’s good” or “that’s bad” … only applies to the current situation, and good can become bad, or vice versa, all depending on the method, time and area of application…
Therefor, remove all dogma, decency, and civilized ideals from the mind, and re-rout all of this belief/desire into your will to maintain personal health and improve the self.
All of your solid expectations of justice and equality – are forms of unnatural adamance that will lead you into frustration and suffering.
If it’s not healthy for you, or if it weakens you, then it’s not right.
It’s like, kissing Satan’s ass would be good – if it was healthy and preserved/inhanced our physical system, despite the loss of our foolish dreams of dignity.
So many modern values are useless once all of the appeal is removed.
A mundane pleasure and excitement cycle is using up untold amounts of resources in all areas of life. Why!?
There are things in society that are done, which feel good for us, though they are bad for the future and the collective species [and/or its environment].
I believe in anti-idealism, anti-culture, anti-civilization, in a practical sense only…
I want people to find something that is morally and logically better then “good” and “decent”, and ignore the illusions that it is supposedly evil.
In life, most of our knowledge is givin to us – in combination with opinion. Instead of trying not to form an opinion, which leads to un-biased, deeper sanity, – what we have in our society is a constant crap pile of useless, half-baked opinion, and then we form our belief, and try to play a roll instead of being ourself.
There are forms of sub-conscious slavery, which I call conformity, and ridicule at school from peers, is just once example of people being shit on – and this causes compliance.
etc, etc, blabla. Stop believing in everyone’s views, to liborate self.