Maybe, I will have to check it out, I had my scribd account expire little over a week ago, gotta renew it.
I wouldn’t intentionally make one long work like that… I guess you could add everything here together, and from other sites, but you will quickly discover I change my style and persona.
If you ever saw any of my smaller pamphlets, or my notebooks, it would jump dramatically between styles. I can write a poem by hand, using 8 lines, to produce 2 well polished lines… and it comes out rather fast, like surrealist writing. Sometimes I will intentionally emulate someone historically, getting into their mindset, other times it’s built around a method or a device.
On this site, I come here when I’m done writing… with a pen, my concentration is incredibly intense… I may of just written down 4-5 pages of a work in a notebook, looked up several definitions, jumped between 2-3 very different topics, and/or looked at 10-30 Wikipedia pages, or translated something.
I’m coming here to relax, so I’m not giving it a 100%.
Look at Zinnati, look at me… Zinnati with try to remain formal in a list, quote 10-15 times in a list, line by line. By the time I get here, I’m dead in this area… that part of me has been worn down to the nub. I will look at a thread, and put a quote up, maybe two or three, and talk normal… when people talk about a topic, they aren’t comprehensive, they are tangential. People who try to be comprehensive get the deer in the headlights look, become anxious and are easily destabilized. Doesn’t matter if your a novice or expect, look at Derrida… he has a video out on Amazon Prime from the 70s (called Derrida), I gave up midway when I saw him completely loose it when he was asked out of the blue “what is your opinion on love”… he nearly broke down… couldn’t respond. The interviewer kept making it more specific… Plato’s view on love, etc… he finally overcame the adrenaline rush of being bewildered, choked out a reply based on a rather weak argument. I gave up watching the video at that point.
You can’t reply in normal speech comprehensively, you gotta take a point… and hit it… and from there, it’s a dynamic. You may not cover every point thrown at you, but as your engadging, you shoukd expect insights into the dialogue itself… your talking to me, I am replying to you, but there is a insight your not aware of that underlines or informs the discussion in ways you likely didn’t know… it’s doubly tangential… but it strengthens the depth of knowing the other now has… let’s them know there is more, like a footnote. I just insert it into my speech.
At this point, as I’m doing right now, I will then leap on another tangent, in part related to another part of what I am replying to, that likewise pushes on in explaining my understanding, and replying… but by this point, I have options. I can carry on, using the same mode of mind as before, or switch it.
If you stick too long in one style of thinking, people get bored. Some quicker than others. I might reply to some 40-70% of a post, or string of posts (sometimes I forget who wrote what, Arc doesn’t have this issue, one post in reply per post).
Reason? Habit and laziness. When I talk in a debate in person, I quickly measure myself out to others. If it is heavy on professors, I can talk more technically and forcefully. If it is just one or two guys, used to getting their way at the dinner table discussions… I rarely say anything, sometimes I try to say nothing at all. Why? I can brutally dominate a discussion tooth and nail. Its no fun for others… but when I go silent, I see where everyone is fumbling, I question why they are stuck, when they both have part of the answer… if it goes on too long I will just answer and go back to silent mode… as everyone looks at me suspiciously. I don’t necessarily know how to tone down the philosophy, so I restrain it. I will say to myself “don’t say anything first hour and half”.
It really doesn’t matter in these extended debates to hit everything comprehensively. Its silly if anything. What is more important is explaining what is wrong, and how to move forward. Congratulate people for nearly getting it, then show them what they were missing, and the possibilities that lie ahead.
I’m lazy as I hold to this, even here. I usually am not a total asshole, even when I am being one, and list right after the OP every reason why your idea will fail, systematically. Ill string it out, hitting here and there, but keep most in reserve.
Why? Because it suits me. I don’t like dominating other people’s thought, to the point they call themselves a “Turdist”, I follow the philosophy of the Turd. I don’t discuss it much here… even areas I do discuss openly, I mostly hold back. Thats for specialty writing. History and Prose have narratives, I do it there. A long, rambling poem… I wouldn’t do, because of the Surrealism of it limits many forms of exposition. That intense concentration I use when I study, that’s closer to who I usually write as. You’ll see bullets, graphs, figures, formulas, drawings, verse and prose… just not me here. You don’t see the calligraphy, or how exhaustive and careful my looking can be. I spent most of the day yesterday studying Pakistani Sufi saints, various authors on Boolean Algebra, research on several Stoic terms, and copied a big chunk of a book on a subject I can’t even recall. I literally can’t even recall it, which sucks, cause I’m leaving to finish writing it… KFC, sit for a hour or two. Hopefully I take the right notebook, so I see it, where I left off.
Gotta get dressed, and I’m off. I wrote this post after reading since 4am, with only a occasional break… just so I can go eat chicken, and write. Then I will poo, probably write a fart or dick joke or two, check the international news, go for a long as fuck brutal walk, get home, read some more.
I come here when my head is exploding.