11.30.06.1721
Two years ago today, I was browsing around the net looking for a new message board forum. Little did I know I would find myself joining up with a group of people whom I have come to see as a part of my life on the net. Taking from Bilbo Baggins: “I don’t know half of you half as well as I’d like, and I like less than half of you half as well as you deserve.”
So two years from that day, and what have I got to show for it? What have I gained from ILP? Well, considering how this thread might seem to belong in the Mundane Babble Forum, I’m going to make it worthy enough to hold its own in the Philosophy Forum.
A BRIEF MUSE INTO THE PAST!!!
While I did make some posts between the 30th of November and December 1st in 2004, they have long disapeared, leaving a mark on 12.01.04 as my first post (although not the true first post) on ILP where I discussed the Evolution of Religion (which I had transposed from a small book of ideas that I was writing at the time: The Book of Gnosis), in a now long dead thread. It was at this time in my life where I was starting my recovery from a severely depressing fallout from Christianity and a brief interlude with Islam. I had lost faith in the idea of a personal god, but still believed in the idea of one. I was intrigued in the ideas of Spinoza and of Deism… organized religion was out of the question from that point on. I’m sure today it would shock some people (like Club) to know that I was once a Theist after a crash from religion. Of course, I had Nietzsche to thank for my liberation, just as he once was by Schopenhauer; and just as so, a great deal of my early posts reflect an intense influence by Nietzsche. After all, Christianity was and still is no more than Organized Paganism… and there’s so much evidence to support that claim.
The more I let my ideas escape from my head to others than myself, I found myself begining to lean towards Agnosticism; paving my road out as I had a first encounter with Pinnacle of Reason. And could you believe it, Scythekain complimented me too!
Okay, enough musing of the past…
The point being that while I started out here as a fledgling Agnostic, I find myself today an Agnostic ever so wrestling with the ideas between Theism and Atheism. So why have I still stuck with Agnosticism after all this time?
Well…
In short; Agnosticism is the Buddhist Middle Way, the Balance of Libra and Justice, the Equitorial Line Between Order and Chaos. It mainly applies to metaphysics and the existence of a deity (or deities), but it can apply to just about anything.
One cannot know… One cannot prove or disprove… One cannot deny or affirm…
It is the ultimate equalizer in any argument, and some have argued how it’s pointless being agnostic since you neither agree nor disagree. You’re left with the option of going to great lengths to hide the true meaning of your words that you end up saying nothing.
Buth then, you have different kinds of Agnosticism.
To this day, I’d like to think that I am a Spiritual Agnostic due to the fact that I’ve read so much about different beliefs and philosophical ideas that it’s almost become academic.
So… I am Agnostic because there’s so much emperical evidence to disprove the case for religious belief but at the same time, there’s the human intuition lingering on a suggestive possibility. The balance between Theism and Atheism is one that I have treasured as I cannot be found in a dead-locked cornered position where my opinion must be fixated on a single idea. If I did that, then I wouldn’t be able to continue being inquisitive about certain things; and it’s that inquisition that drives me to search for the answer that we as human beings may never ultimately find. The quest for the answer itself is the adventure of life!
My question to you, the reader, is: If you are not Agnostic, what are you and why? Have you ever questioned the validity of that position?
…by the way… just for kicks:
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