Waking the the Dead Self

It has become clear to me, that no matter how logical my dreams seem to be, I am always hit with a sudden nonsensical interpretation upon waking. This leads me to believe that in death, looking back, our some odd years of waking life will take on illogical properties; that when we die, any possible reflection on what we just experienced will be meaningless. This type of thinking also suggests there will be many deaths and many reflective periods.

Just to think . . . that in this life I’m typing this sentence, but in death it might be revealed to me that I was slaying a dragon. Of course the latter wouldn’t be realistic, but the point is I would NEED to be dead in order to know how unrealistic it would be. I would NEED to be be dead in order to properly see my situation.

Do you compare waking and sleeping to life and death???

I hoping to discuss this phenomenon with you peeps, please tell me if you know what I’m getting at theoretically.

Here, I’ve supplied a picture as a metaphor. Russian nesting dolls.

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The way that i would interpret that would be the clarification/change in perspective that happens when you have finished something, wether that be a learning experience or task etc. Its has been said that you will gain a total perspective of your life when you have died, realising things that havnt become apparant before while alive. I suppose its seeing the trees and then leaving the forest and then seeing it as a whole.