We are not consciousness

[Maxx (Max)]

I think maybe if I quote the topic I was alluding to my meaning would be clearer:

@Maxx

Nope, in the beginning there was nothing. There was chaos. Darkness everywhere. In the beginning there was instinct. There were impulses which did not find this convenient means of expression, reflection. In the beginning not a single word, not a single syllable was or needed to be uttered. In the beginning there was darkness. Only darkness.

Now, someone said, and we can repeat, that humankind- and I, a single individual, am a replication of humankind, my kind- is always repeating the same process over and over again, existing, being born again and again, like we’re always beginning anew the same process of creation and destruction over and over again. Our species was born in darkness. We are born in darkness too. Our species had to learn how to utter feelings and how to express ideas, we have to do the same. And every single new generation of humans have to learn to do the same, and every single individual has to learn to do the same, like the entirety of existence was beginning anew all the time, with the whole of our kind and with every single one of us.

In the beginning, this is the new Revelation, there was and is darkness everywhere, there was not a single trace of comprehension, there was and is no shred of light, light had and has to be conquered, step by step, drop of blood by drop of blood, minute by minute. It’s not, it cannot be a “gift”. That’s the reason why Revelation is always behind us, why we’re always having to reinvent, to resignify it- Revelation is a stagnant crystallization of a moment where light [comprehension] is perceived, but it stops there, as if we could acquire comprehension once and for all, in a definitive manner. Revelation is a Truth in a universe where only truths can exist, what makes us capitalize what is and can only be temporary, limited, as if a capital T was able to separate once and for all light from darkness, to protect us once and for all from darkness, when in fact it just shows our inability to actually penetrate the ultimate nature of things?