I know my childhood was good, and so it did happen. I just cannot remember it too well, but at the same time, I remember it deeply well. But at the time it happened, it was real. Yet I cannot remember it too clearly.
This moment shall pass. We are basically The Future, this moment is already the past.
If we focus our minds, we shall see the future, since we are nothing but consciousness stretched by bounds.
5 years in the future has already happened, just the majority of our consciousness has not caught up with it yet.