What is betraying itself? Why do we even come up with those words?
Does it makes one feel good?
What the hell are you typing about?
I was about to delete this, but now I don’t think I can.
It is just a situation I felt , that a group that I am in, wants to kick me out but do not have the guts to tell it my face. Perhaps the reason is, not wanting to hurt my feelings. So they email me.
But After the class today, the teacher seems so happy, so my action, pretend I did not read the email.
the end. for the intent of this thread. a thread of confession.
I will not develop the story any further.