What do you want in life?
Are you working towards it?
Do you already have it?
Has it come and gone?
Feel welcome to answer these questions or anything you feel’s relevant
“Don’t let me be misunderstood”.–Eric Burdon (SIC).
May I ask what you’d want understood?
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As for myself,
A family, not necessarily biological - A group of people to share life with.
Do I have it?
Those considered my family, don’t accept me. Violently push me away.
It’d be OK, if my nephew didn’t miss me.
It’s another way of saying love me warts and all or stay out of my life. I’ve survived via extended family–friends who cared.
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Yep, I see where you’re coming from. I’m glad you had that extended family.
As an aside,
I want to apologize to you for being confrontational, aggressive and disrespectful in other threads. I was projecting.
Sorry for any offense.
To be feared, worshiped, and loved.
Build a harem, a temple, a new religion perhaps.
Sounds like a lot of work.
One pussy at a time, one brick at a time, one convert at a time.
There are easier paths and roads. To each their own I guess.
To act according to my whims, and to have the best of things in the world without working for them and to own 100% of the time I have until I die.
with love,
sanjay
LM, you cannot have all three or those.
You can be feared and that may lead to some sort of worship, though it would be hollow, temporary and limited to rituals only.
The real devotion comes from faith not fear.
And, after being feared, there is no possibility to be loved. That is oxymoron.
You can only be served by fear, not loved.
with love,
sanjay
That would not work. You need to learn special skills if you want to have a haram, and that includes handeling many women at a time. Otherwise, they would find someone else to satisfy themselves.
with love,
sanjay
Right now I want:
Sniper
White Widow
Fav drink
Mini Classic
Maria Jose Cristerna
to visit this…Neuschwanstein
I’ve never been with a demonic hell spawn before.
Are they any good in the sack?
Can’t say I’ve been with anything that even resembles Maria, I wouldnt even say she was that bad, I think the extreme modification testifies to that. She simply wants to be bad. The real bad ones are actually quite plain, blank faces with dark features who don’t really have typical female behaviour or mannerisms. They are quite stiff, the energy is more concentrated. The mind is not really in the impulsive immediate, but rather the perception of things are perceived from a seductive indifference. Sort of like aspergers syndrome with a blood lust touch with, of course, psychopathic characteristics…it’s shame there’s not more of these women around. They are the only women I find interesting, occasionally they pop up every now and then, usually arrested for killing somebody in some kind of ritualistic sacrifice… all the other women are painfully annoying and boring…
i have never desired anything more than to get enlightened. but the way, well, that, if i knew ahead of time what that entailed…but it’s too late to change that, not that if it came to that, i would consider it.
Also add in tons of pleasure of the flesh somewhere in my initial post.