i wanna do whatever i want and never care what people think. And to see life as an experiment. That’s my goal. It’s damn hard to reach that mentality though.
candy
oh! peanut butter twix and crispy m&m’s!
Any flavor granola bar and I am still waiting, Nope not get anything on that list today, Food as been on my mind for about a year now. A month or so of eating just once a day and just eating of M.R.E.s will do that to you. Screw with your stomach and taste buds forever. We are now getting back on our feet and we actually got to go out to eat a real live restaraunt. The food was lousy but we had a blast.
bow wow wow
-Imp
Also I think I want to go out and buy Conquerors of Shambala.
Is it any good Gobbo? Have you seen it yet? I think it came out today.
truly what I want is bush and all his flunkies to
rot in hell forever and a day for their criminal activities.
Nothing for me, just that. I could die a happy man if
I could just have that.
Kropotkin
geez, you’re moving past hatred into pure unadulterated malice 
Haven’t seen it yet.
creation imperfect:geez, you’re moving past hatred into pure unadulterated malice"
K: I realize I am on a public site and so I don’t wish to
actually say what I really hope for them, but be
assured it involves body parts falling off in horrible,
painful ways.
Kropotkin
I want people to understand me. I know this is an impossible task because you can’t please everyone, but I see myself spending my life trying. I know it isn’t smart and my head tells me that this desire is a mere pipedream… but that doesn’t help my heart trying to find a reason to care, to feel pain from it when I inevitably lose someone to this impossible desire. It is bound to happen and the notches on my private hopechest are growing every hour of every day. I love far too much and far too hard - even those who are just distant acquaintances. I am not alone in this quest or alone in this pain… but I am most likely alone in admitting it.
Bessy: I want people to understand me."
K: I don’t care if people understand me or not.
I have found(granted not always true, but usually)
that women tend to be outward orientated, men
tend to be inner orientated. Which is to say,
women are (usually) motivated by acceptance,
love, things outside of themselves and men
tend to be inner driven. Women look for validity
outside of themselves and men look for validity inside
of themselves. AGAIN USUALLY, BUT CERTAINLY NOT
EVERY SINGLE TIME or person. My wife wants everyone
to be happy, I couldn’t care less if people are happy.
That in a nutshell is the difference between men and women.
And that boys and girls ends my pop psychology class for today.
Kropotkin
hmmm… I’ve actually grown out of that acceptance thing. I find myself having too many expectations. Is that approval? Not really - I don’t care so much what they think of me but they never cease to disappoint me, that’s all. It is growing out of those expectations that I was referring to. It is self-defeating and not just female - believe me.
I want what Jim Morrison wanted"
I want the world and I want it now.
-Thirst
Bessy, I kind of feel that if people are worth you knowing they will understand you. Look at it this way we have groups of people that we are a part of, that surround us, these groups over lap there will always be someone from a part of another group that comes into your groups. Now they may mesh partly or wholly or not at all, this does not make them bad or uncaring, just not suited to that group.
It is like a kailidescope it can change and shift. So if someone wanders temporarily in we welcome them and we will possibly be hurt by actions done by them but, we got to see a different view, experience something different. For all the people we meet even those that harm us, we grow, so they do us a benifit somehow, all good things are not pleasant.
I still want a variety of food, I wonder if this want will last the rest of my life?
How can you ask people to understand you when you don’t even understand yourself? If you understand yourself, then you will understand people. Understanding people is compassion. Understanding yourself is wisdom.
A
do you hear that cheap trick tune?
-Imp
coffee
lots of coffee
Do you understand yourself?
-Thirst
Can anyone, I know I don’t.