I have been delving into both Nietzsche, Schopenhauer (only touched on it gonna look into him more) and Kant’s aesthetics of late. What I have returned with is a few ponderances on the matter of my own.
What I take to be the case is, like Nietzsche, art justifies existence and redeems past maladies etc. The redeeming qualities I feel come through the expression of the will to power which we all encompass. What depression is, I think, is the frustrated and unexpressed Will. Illness comes about from this frustrated will to power as it fails to get healthy expression through sublimation; it instead finds a release in maladaptive ways (for the individual) in the form of illness, malaise and general non wellbeing. I thought to my own experience of how expression has this ultimately cathartic quality. I am using art and expression synonymously, and take anything that expresses the will to power to be art and vice versa. So any creative force is thus art.
I got to thinking how listening to music incites such a cartharsis, but then, after listening to a piece of music I will often no longer feel this and my malaise soon returns. Thus I have concluded, that by using someone elses artistic creation for your own release you are in effect ‘piggy backing’ on their creative efforts and thus only getting your release through them. This is a form of escapism as, to sublimate your own will, you, instead of creating yourself, use someone elses representation, and when its over you are back where you began. Now I am not saying this is particularly clear cut, and listening to someone elses music can inspire you to create something yourself. Its just that that was my main finding, that times when I have found myself being expressive one way or another, then I found no ‘need’ for music and that I felt ‘self justified’ in my own overcomings. If however, I have been feeling the oppression of slave morality more strongly and have not been able to sublimate my will to power through some kind of expression in one activity or another (could be anyhting, reading, thai boxing, etc etc) then I would find myself seeking a release through someone elses art- a dvd, a computer game, music, whatever. This begs the question, is using other people’s art as an escape from your own failings to overcome ultimately just procrastination, as, insodoing, you hinder your own overcomings? I think that it is a quesiton of balance as I find it is a very usefull tool to be able to listen to someone elses composition when things are ‘getting on top’ as it refreshes my own soul and renews my vigour so I am ready and strengthened for my own overcomings. I think it is detrimental however, if one were to ONLY look to others for their release and in effect just leech their own will to power from others. This is what slave morality does in the main, always looking for the authorities to ‘fix them’, rather than ever having to think for themselves and fix their own problems. As with everyhting I suppose it to be a question of balance as to remember that when experiencing to someone elses creative composition it should only be so as to inspire and impress upon your own will to power to create anew itself.
Anyhow those are my main thoughts on that right now, as I say, its a fresh idea, a work in progress, and I hope my fellow scholars can help me cultivate this to some healthy fruition.
