What, isnt life, people, and everything else, the marvel of the world good enough for you, heaven cant be experienced on earth, God created the world just as a trick, an illusion, so he could fill it with sinners then destroy it is that it ? Get a grip son !
Its ironic that your name is reality check. Devotion to humans would be the same as devotion to God since God made them in his image and they are holy, are they not, and are you Jesus, or one of the disciples ? No, so dont act like you are, your just an ordinary human, capable of remarkable things. How then are you able to serve people without money ? If your not destined to become the next saint living out of a cave, get out and make some money, as much as you can, and spread it around a little, be a philanthropist, an entrepenuer, it,ll make you feel better, plus you,ll be doing as your parents would like you to, working, earning cash, and being responsible enough to wipe your own ass, kind enough to be able to buy gifts, sponsor people, instead of sitting around waiting for some apocalypse to happen that wont, only apocalypse happening is the one right now, where people need money to help solve their crisis.
Learn more about the economy, business, there are so many business angels out there doing things with their money. And they dont need the label of Christian" before they will act, its just their mother raised them well, its how they are naturally. See, so then you,ll be serving God by serving people, making them happier would make God happier would it not. Better than preaching the Gospel, is surely becoming the Gospel, are you that good a person yourself, do you have that much control ? No, otherwise you wouldnt be asking these silly questions.
Dont be a loser, a sponger, like the others, get out and work, earn as much as you can and forget about christian missionaries, lectures, nonsense like that. To give is what you need to do, but live in the real world, Reality check", how else will you help the poor, if your have no money and no job ? You wont be able to raise your own family and help them never mind do anything for anybody else. The feeding of the five thousand is a parable, it never really happened, people dont get fed by food that appears out of thin air, if they did, is God such an asshole he cant do that for all the millions of children who have died already through starvation, did they die because they are sinners, if they havent lived before, and are only so young, how could they have sinned already, pull yourself together son.