I’ve had sex so few times I can actually remember all of them.
So besides Mel… what is this about?
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..not a maths problem, that’s for sure.. 
[said/talking to, myself]
Sometimes even our fears are complementary. (note to MagsJ)
because there are so few Mels on earth.
And Mel probably did the marriage thing later, which doesn’t make it a perfect clean selection.
People don’t try.
You’re not going to be able to have sex with billions of people in a single lifetime here.
So. Billions of people are left out.
But if you’re polygamous, at least you’re trying.
I always hear women say, “we’re not objects”
They objectify more than men do. Let’s have an honest discussion about this..
Tall, handsome with a big dick and money.
They don’t care what’s inside, and unlike men, women judge the primary sexual organ.
I have the most depth in this world, women don’t think twice about me sexually.
I don’t speak about these things in the general public (only on this philosophy board)
Occasionally I’ll talk about it with a therapist. I’m massively under the radar. I can poke my head out of the radar and get sex. At the end of the day I have to learn to live with myself. I can’t say the same about men who get sex.
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Little man can’t help mentioning my name, when there wasn’t even a need to.
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Little man can go f themself.
Ok. Let’s speak candidly.
Complementary fears of this species:
women who have had kids fear being judged by a man with a small member
men fear women who have kids will think they have a small member
Facts:
It is always the man who is really to fear. A woman always feels good and has muscles and … stuff—and says nada to no one (who isn’t a spy). A man can’t fix his situation, and tells all. There was a headline or song about it that ran through the youngns—they understood it—and I caught wind of it through them.
Math is more fun than this. Just saying.
earthquakes, volcanoes, and atom bombs
Math is easy for me. I want people to know how life works. You already know when I was 16, that I developed all the math for mind reading software. I knew the species wasn’t ready for it, so I burned all my papers.
When I solved this mindreading math problem, I didn’t think it was special. I thought that’s what everyone did.
I’m a lot of things Ichthus. I had to counterbalance my intelligence with the species and beyond.
Some of the hardest math problems to solve, will actually kill this species. Mathematicians chase these problems without knowing the implications. I do know all the implications for a species this young.
just sounds kinda like a delusion to me. Just being candid.
Girrrrrrl… let’s spill some tea! Us girls only ever call a man little if he disrespects us & he’s short. If he’da known his place, he never woulda been reminded of his Napoleon Complex, amiright? I bet all spies are short, nah??? They just wanna get even!.. from way down there!
Thanks for noticing & … saving me.
I was able to finish the project. I thought of this project as a junior high test that everyone took
I didn’t think it was extraordinary when I did it.
Sounds like masked false humility about a delusion.
People are really good with words Ichthus.
I’m going to let every human see my life.
I don’t expect you all to see any life but mine.
But I will take the hit of enduring all your lives in exchange.
It’s horrible beyond comprehension what I’m offering the human species for such a short life to live all their lives. I consider it a fair trade.
I had a weird dream I was in a slum with rotting meat on my way to somewhere else (but it seemed like it was familiar), and this dude (there was someone to his right I didn’t make eye contact with) asked me to wash a bag, but changed his mind after I came back from a rabbit trail involving the rotting meat. Then he asked me to fax something, but wanted to make sure I included a page that mentioned a word I didn’t know (but I scanned the page with my eyes and found it) and the name listed under that word (spatially it was not immediately under it). I don’t remember the word or the name, but before the name, it said Special Agent. Then I slowly started to come out of the dream, and a dude’s voice (behind me? in my ear?) said something like, “Keep going. I want you to read my …” …book? I was awake before he finished the sentence, and didn’t hear the last word.
Normally I write stuff like this in my Notes app to get it out of my head, & go back to sleep.
Do you remember your dreams?
Dreams are what brings me back to experiential reality.
I’m so far away when I sleep, that I need dreams to bring me back.
So.. I see things about life again before I wake up.
I sleep like the dead. The only way I can come back is to dream before I wake up here again.
You have a very interesting way of saying yes.
That should be your tagline on a dating website, followed by “Think once and then act. No do-overs.”
That isn’t real. Real deep. Good night.
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A verbally-abusive misogynistic man ↔ zero female interest.. what a surprise. 
Mag. I know for a fact that men who don’t use ornate behavior are ignored by women.
I also know that when men talk about sexuality in a meta way, that it shuts down their sex drive.
I’m not a misogynist. I’m just pointing out that this will kill the species.
I’m not attached to this species surviving.
Define ornate behavior. Because some women and men are kinda like cats in the respect that if you ignore them, they like you more. It’s this weird thing. It doesn’t work forever, but it does initially, & periodically. That’s one reason why women do the silent treatment, and men do that across-the-room eye-tracking thing.
Let’s just blow the whole world up and start over with new rules. But not yours.