I moved out of my shitty apartment a couple of months ago where I spent huge amounts of time online. Now I’m in a little motel room with no internet. Yippee! I frickin HATE the internet.
So here’s what I’ve been doing. I’ve been coming to USF (college) prettly religiously. I started out by spouting off my philosophy just like a sidewalk preacher. I was pretty confrontational at first, but then I started to meet people. People even come up to me and tell me that I have fans.
I’m trying to start a new religion (cult) here. And maybe a commune. I have never felt so alive and free in my life. I do all kinds of fun things on campus here. There is no easy way to describe who I am or what I am doing with myself. I’m an existentialist. That’s all.
I have decided that my life is the best life ever. I am a sovereign entity. No thinking. Just being. A spiritual body. An embodied spirit. No mind to get in the way.
I am in love plain and simple. Not with any object in particular, but with life itself. Anyone who wants to join me is welcome. We can be in love together.
Man I wish I could give you some sort of ultimatum, but honestly I don’t know one day to the next where I’ll be. I’m half tempted to drive down there in my Westy to check it out. Problem is its a big move, which is to say if I go that far…I might as well stay for a while. I would need you to scout out a job for me. You could e-mail me some ‘carpenter ads’ from your city newspaper, so I would have a job ready and waiting for me when I arrived.
Recently I’ve been day dreaming about Brazil. How would you like to drive down to South America in the near future?
Anyway, we need a plan. What would be the immediate living arrangements, and how long will we be there? As I said before, I am not prepared to spend a summer in Florida because of the heat, so if I came down I would only want to stay until May at the latest.
What are your thoughts?
I say we get a band of Space-Identity-Time-Transcendent (did I say it right?) philosophers together and work on saving up for a trip to California. That would be da bomb. Then we could set our sights on Brazil? If not, how about Vancouver?