and it has reached a point where you don’t even consider the belief structures of others - you believe your own beliefs to be “oh so amazing”.
You thought of something interesting in your own mind, and tried to share it with other people, expecting to be applauded for such a brilliant discovery. When it didn’t work out that way, you came on here.
Why else would you be here.
Do you really think that any of the philosophers which you read about know any more than you? They don’t. The only reason they are put up on a pedastal and worshipped is because their philosophy was written a long time ago. We feel that just because it was written a long time ago, this accounts for its downfalls and shortcomings - you read what they have written more open-mindedly, and in turn you become fascinated with it simply because you understand it.
It is ego masturbation - your real motive isn’t philosophy; your real motive is finding ego-credentials so you can justify for yourself the position of “alpha-male”.
Not that there is anything wrong with it - simply put, there is no other way to go about living as a human being; we are forced to spend our entire life climbing to higher ground, searching for more complex things to justify ourselves as somehow being ‘above’ and ‘better than’ the people around us.
‘Because it feels good’ - and that is all there is to it. That is life: electro-chemical activity that propels things forward through space and time as ‘living creatures’ - because the alternative was non-existence.
If a ‘God’ is real, then perhaps he should take full acountability for the blatant disharmonic state of the world around us.
And if “free will” truly does exist in the sense that we are in control of our actions, and we are not locked into some roller coaster ride, then we have made some very pitiful, lazy, and selfish choices with that gift of “free-will” - we have exploited and abused it, and we deserve to burn in whatever ‘Hell’ or ‘afterlife’ awaits us.