At one time, I felt that my attitude towards other people (after being refined with philosophy) was flawless - that I knew what was truly “right and wrong”.
I felt that I had figured out how society could be improved - that I knew what it had been doing wrong, and how to fix it:
Judeo-Christian morals are what is holding society and the human population back from reaching its full potential. It would be best for civilization to revert back to the set-up of ancient Greece - where “you get what you put in”, where you can be your own master and finally find life fulfilling once again.
No more materialism, no more “accumulating shit that we don’t need”. We should keep only the technologies that are absolutely vital, and disband the rest.
But then I began to contemplate evolutionary psychology - that is, the traits within the human minds are products of evolution; just like how primates evolved for opposable thumbs, humanity has also been evolving to gain better and more refined psychological characteristics.
The reason that people in western civilization are lazy and materialistic, is because we evolved to gain those qualities. “Moral restrictions” are only accepted if people “intuitively feel” that those moral restrictions are correct - perhaps these moral restrictions have even been necessary.
For example, maybe we have morals against sex in our society because ancient societies that didn’t have moral restrictions against sex would become overrun with STDs, and the children would grow up without parents who truly cared for them.
The reason why “beautiful people” are more desired for reproduction, is because our mind registers their “beauty” as healthiness. Ancient societies which did not value “beauty”, where people would reproduce with anyone, would end up falling apart. What we find “attractive” or “unattractive” (excluding variances in personal preference) is rooted in our collective unconscious - those “attractive or unattractive” traits are traits that our ancestors needed for the species to overcome a certain ailment or affliction.
In these complex ideas concerning the “causality of evolution”, it is easy to get lost. You also come to find that “society can’t be improved in one way without having to sacrifice something in return”.
You then might come to realize what society’s morality truly is, it is an equation - an algorithm used for preparing the human race for the next step in human evolution - whatever that step may be.
Societies build themselves up and grow larger, until a flaw in the structure of that society is exposed and exacerbated and causes the collapse of that society. Then, the ones who are left - the ones who had the trait to overcome the flaw in that society - rebuild and start the process over again.
Once this monster was created in my own mind - once I realized that “what I like doing” is merely what my ancestors needed to “like doing” in order to survive - I found myself paralyzed.
I then created a new monster to defeat the old one: “Humanity is in an equilibrium - by coincidence, humanity has reached its most ideal point for human existence in our lifetime. The human race will not be able to be refined, and this is as good as it gets.”