I want so badly to give you the sun the moon and the stars. And I can with this keyboard I can show the world and you how absolutely breathtaking and wonderful you are.
I got lucky enough to see you tonight at the club, I had just dropped off for a moment to check in and take care of some business.
At first I was startled when I saw you, as I am always a little startled when I first see you after a while.
I got lucky again and was able to make my way over to you and talk for a bit.
I can’t keep looking in your eyes so i look away and you catch me.
“what’s wrong?”
I feign ignorance, “nothin”
“Why do you keep looking away?”
“It’s just…”
All I can think is this,
Your eyes are so deep that I get lost and I want to stay lost in them. You smile, and I don’t care if the next few moments of my life ever come because I don’t want this moment to end or your smile to go away.
When I’m around you you’re a sweet relief to all my trivial worries and it’s like a weight is lifted from my shoulders. And I’m never more myself than when I’m near you.
I feel I dream and I get lost in the hope that a woman like you and a guy like me can maybe have a chance at something wonderful.
Every time I come to the club I hope that I’ll get to see you and that maybe we’ll get to have a chance to talk, if only for a moment.
If I could be anything in this world I would want to be a map. And not just any map, I’d want to be the map to your heart.
Because if I knew the way no matter the distance or the terrain or the time I’d go and I’d find your heart. I’d love you and I’d take care of you and I’d be there for you until forever.
Please don’t read this and feel sorrow or pity do not lament my wayward heart. I need to let the world know and I need to let you know that this is me, this is who I am and you are who I want.