While dancing to the rose/cut that out/
Down from mountain. The mountain bears down like Russia tea from samovar, and Russia is like a bear trainer .
Telling someone of Gogol and they think talking about google the search engine, makes one wonder, yes MagsJ meno obsessive and wants to hang in.
And You may wonder and others like Ichtthus as well who am I?
And my fear is becoming more and more like AI.
I think there is something cause it works both ways like doubly edged strokes nowadays to get it together and someone told me the other day that personality is an invention anyway and one has every right to reinvent so coming off the mountain was like someone reversely surfacing from some very deep water only the relief of gasping for air was over the fumes of it not it’s scarcity.
No really it’s not good to be alone too long and think about the future, even worse is to ruminate about the past how one way of doing something or another way could have been preferable, ….
But then it was different , one could no think to become like a computerized version of ones self, even if there was a center fixed insude one or, even if one didn’t have one like boy George or some other camilo n.on something usually proof of some kind.
The mountain lastly is too, like a shadowed burden left behind where one is the rock that falls and has to recover and climb back.
There are the unrecoverable ones along the way who go into recovery and plunge headlong down that steep narrowing tunnel which by now their diamond head have burrowed into solid rock, but they use every repeated attempt as a successive proof of gaining some semblance of progress every time like notches engraved in a belt that needs tightening concurrent with every climb.
Overcoming the brevity of loosing weight comes with major adjustments like tightening the belt notch by notch, except when sudden belt tire Ning indicates drastic occurrences of weight loss which is anything but good. And there are those who can’t bear that kind of loss and can never accommodate to such sudden and revolting occurrence.
They must perpetually either keep up some kind of appearances or, are able to bear the consequences without cosmetic application, costly transgender schemes, disuse of obvious speech obfusquations which alter accent to serve opportunity, or even the dismissal of the use of magical potions.
But enough said, and the favorite Hollywood.cliche of the editing room really comes from the hidden aspects of the cutting room, where remains the very heavy weight of the failed talent, like the swept up hair from the floor of a heartbreaking barber shop.
Such and others thought, while looking at the obelisque of Sharon ( who left breezily off to corpus christy one heartbreaking summer) as Texas faded in the rear view mirror) never look back but always every day seems like.
Heartbreak hotel or another paradise comings?
Who knows but my surviving son who is enigmatic, rather, says this summer knowing our place is up for foreclosure, let’s go to Europe for Xmas
So sally accedes but has never been there in the winter and is totally unprepared so are the kids.
The kids are flying to London and stay with my daughter in laws brothers while we are going to gay paree and unto Barcelona by train. Then back to Paris and rejoin my son and his family and see sights Rigel tower Versailles, the usual and not looking foreword because chronic is from a warm climate and she always wants to go go.
Me? Homebody, like to curl up a sofa with book cook delicious chickens paprika listen to classical or blues stuff like that.
Anyway thought on the way down home now almost there / where the heart is/ or should be