An illusion with the capacity to kill a thread?
Aw bless! “Am I a badass?”
Listen. I have watched your videos - some of them. I have seen how you interact with your cat. You appear to treat him (George?) as your equal. That would be the sane thing to do.
The voices! Have you considered writing down what the voices say? The nature of your experience is your experience. Such is the reality for each of us. Let’s not give in to the temptation to allow others to label us as insane, simply because the nature of our experience is beyond their experience! You class yourself as a genius and yet you happily accept the label ‘insane’!
But, hat’s off. Nice touch. You’ve gotten people to keep you supplied with tobacco and booze and somewhere to live.
Fair play. I can see why you might label yourself as a genius…
Spare a thought for the rest of us.
How about - just a thought… How about you make a note of what the voices advise you. On this forum, you speak of your experiences dating back many, many years - surely at some point in your long and varied history you must have bumped into someone who was unable to comprehend the nature of their own experience. Perhaps someone who heard voices. Did it never occur to you (given your ‘then’ experience) to advise that person to make a note of what the voices were telling them. With all of your millions of years of experience, I am surprised that you did not demand that that person should: “Stop bleating, and don’t be so selfish - (I am sure they would have complained of their suffering) - the voice you hear could be providing you with the answers to all of mankind’s woes. Remain vigilant.”
Nope, I know what you would have said. “Disregard the voice, block it out. You should listen to what people tell you. You’re insane. Best you drink and smoke yourself into oblivion. Hey! Look after yourself, and make sure you look after your pets… You treat em with respect… My turn at the bar, what’s everyone avin?”
That’s what you’d have said, way back then.
But, again, fair play to you. In this day and age, you have a roof over your head - folks supplying you with alcohol and tobacco. I must confess, I am a little surprised that someone in your exalted position does not smoke a little weed.
Honestly, I wish you well.
I hope soon, (pray… far more effective than hope) that a young lady catches your attention, and you fall in love. It would be nice if you have children together, whereupon you will personally realise that you, hitherto, had not properly experienced real love. Let’s not go into the emotions that one experiences with grandchildren.
I envy you, you have so much to look forward to (if you haven’t previously experienced it!) 
If I have offended, Ec, please forgive me. It was not deliberate. I am, as MagsJ hinted, somewhat passive aggressive!
Thanks MagsJ - hadn’t previously realized!
