I loathe the Rothschilds and everybody like them, they’re parasites.
yeah but i mean if u were looking for advice on investing i mean…
I think that I’m in love, she’s a brunette with blue piercing eyes that looks like she could be an aging ex porno star with a knife scar across her face, she’s just as damaged and mentally fucked up as I am with an equal intellectual capacity. She’s currently playing hard to get but I’m thinking she’s coming around to me. sighs
I would like to believe there is a fantasy story book horror of romance in the making. 
I like to believe there is somebody for everybody including me.
the great philosopher snoop dogg once said, “never love no hos”
I’m hoping she’s not just another dumb floozy.
To be honest with you all, that whole public stunt of me pretending to be a communist became a bit boring or dry, I would make a terrible communist. They would be rushing me to the gulags in a matter of days. 
It’s now time we updated this thread I think.
In times of economic prosperity or plenty men are completely disposable to women and competition between men against each other is at an all time high in what can only be described as hyper competition especially concerning modern times. It’s a shame really that politically, socially, or economically most people don’t talk about reproduction and human sexuality, sexuality beyond greed is the greatest driving force of human interaction where it is something I like studying from a behavior aspect, where unfortunately it doesn’t get the public relevancy it deserves in conversation because of the whole bullshit western Christian Puritanism.
Indeed, beyond the acquisition of power and fulfilling greed sexuality is right up there influencing human nature, we could say that human nature is economic, interpersonal, and sexual.
At any rate, in times of economic devastation or destruction and war the direct opposite is true, women become disposable to men and the women that refuse to believe that often enough become the first victims of such an environment. Under this environment competition between men is still at an all time high where instead the consequences of losing in that dynamic sphere is death.
In the modern era and perhaps all of human history the poorest impoverished woman is more valued, protected, or secure than that of the poorest impoverished man. If you want to know what a disposable human being looks like look no further than the poorest impoverished males, they have the highest suicide rate concerning mortality dying by the thousands every year and quite frankly as far as the general public is concerned nobody really gives a damn either. Of course the rabid feminists never talk about this because that would completely ruin their entire ideological fixations.
As the United States reaches total economic collapse where job security is slim to none I know just one thing, find the most stressful, miserable, and soul sucking job you can find with an extremely high turnover rate concerning employment, sure, you’ll be constantly miserable but at least you will have job security. The most miserable occupation that nobody wants to do is often enough the most secure one especially in economic downturns.
I think what is horrifying about the modern American experience is the level of naive magical thinking or mass delusion that permeates all of American society, you can be in a forest somewhere where all the trees, bushes, fields, and tall grass is on fire, but in this case if Americans are present there they would tell you that everything is fine and that you should remain calm in patience stating that somebody is right around the corner to save you completely oblivious to their own environment. For years I have shouted from the rooftops to people that very serious bad things are arriving and that the entire nation is on the verge of collapse, yet people look at me dumbfounded or worse call me an extremely unhappy cynical man that is unfun to be around just for telling them about the reality of the world. It does nothing and doesn’t change anything when the majority of the population are a bunch of entitled dumb downed imbeciles, they’re basically sheep left to the slaughterhouse and even when you try to be a responsible ethical or moral person warning them of future calamities unfolding they’ll ignore you by keep on walking towards that mass slaughterhouse, you’ll never stop them from marching towards their own destruction even if you wanted to. Warning them of anything is a lost cause, they’re content with their own self destruction and demise. Even worse you’ll become socially ostracized and an outcast trying to do so.
For me 2020 was the year of normalcy bias and it is still ongoing today, one can never truly underestimate the power of normalcy bias or mass social hysteria as 2020 has abundantly made clear. I certainly don’t underestimate either anymore concerning mass public influence.
One thing that bothers me about American society is the sort of cultural high ideal of individual perfection, in our society here you need to have the perfect physical body, hairstyle, wardrobe, career, occupation, residence, education, vehicle, income, and so on otherwise nobody wants anything to do with you because in our society those that are deemed less than perfect are considered lesser human beings where in many ways viewed as being subhuman. For the last twenty years growing up to maturity I have what can only be described as individual perfection fatigue, I’m tired and weary living up to other people’s ideals of individual perfection. Still, I cannot ignore this ideal of individual perfection because if I do I must resign myself to abject failure and that means a lifetime of loneliness living the remainder of your days as a sort of leper. [Something I’m unfortunately all too acquainted or familiar with.]
Indeed, it would seem this nation the last forty years is one that has been tearing and ripping itself a part to the seams in the name of individual perfection, it is an ongoing game I truly despise. Even worse, it is a game that I cannot refuse to play. I’m compelled to keep playing it even though I don’t like it for the consequences are brutal if you don’t.
“you can be in a forest somewhere where all the trees, bushes, fields”
Bro. A field is way too big to put in a forest, so you cant have a forest with a field in it. Maybe a small paddock like area in between some trees… but you didn’t say that. You said field.
The current experience in the United States in history reminds me of Russia in 1991, mainstream media has essentially become Soviet Pravda or the echo chamber of the voices and concerns of the inner political party. I only tune into mainstream media to get in a good laugh, studying the latest propaganda efforts, and to read in between the lines concerning the latest national agenda being imposed on us as we have basically become an occupied nation. For the most part I tune it all out and indeed many other people do as well I’ve noticed, it’s like the late stage of the Soviet Russian state where the propaganda was 24/7 but for the most part Russians tuned it all out because they knew it was all lies. The Russians in that period knew that the entire nation was bankrupted on the verge of collapse where discussions of rebuilding the Soviet state was absurdly amusing at best and depressingly socially demoralizing at the worst. I no longer cannot understand why the typical Russian back then would drink themselves to death on vodka within that period of their history, much of it is the same over here now only instead of vodka you have things like pills, meth, and heroin. Some differences to be sure but the overall pattern is one and the same.
When reading or watching the news in the United States especially now as they’re starting to censor virtually everything in the name of national public safety I’ve learned that you really have to read in between the lines of what they’re actually saying just to get a sliver of factual truth, you basically have to learn how to interpret other people’s lies. Even with their constant 24/7 propaganda they’ll occasionally slip up concerning their constant disseminating of misinformation.
I seem to have a natural talent in interpreting other people’s lies and deception, I don’t know why, something I’ve acquired along the way.
I could of been describing a forest glen you knitpicker.
You know, looking over the past several years of me posting on ILP under various usernames, aliases, and handles since 2007 is very strange. I’m no longer that nihilistic anarchist that I once was long ago. Sure, I want to see the world still burn to the ground, and yes, for my own selfish reasons, personal ambitions, desires, and ideals, but no longer just out of desire for myself anymore but instead for my own perceptions of what the world should be concerning my own viewpoints of social order. Back then I was a rebel without a cause, I didn’t know what I was rebelling against and I didn’t know what cause to get behind where everything basically devolved into individual selfish narcissism or ego. Now to be clear, I’m still a selfish narcissist it’s just that now I believe in other things beyond myself and I know how to distinguish between both more clearly. It’s been a long journey going from a rebellious youth of a nihilistic anarchist to now more on the lines of a cynical revolutionary fascist naturalist, accelerationist, and nationalist.
Back then I glorified philosophical nihilism to the extremes and as I’ve aged over the years I’ve now come to abhor all forms of nihilism, funny how that works, time is a funny thing concerning the development of personal life experiences or beliefs.
Back then I abhorred social order and authority, yet my highest ideal today is firmly rooted in a strong organic social order or authoritarian structure.
My personal journey on the internet started on ILP even though over the years I’ve been on hundreds of internet forums or platforms and so it seems fitting to me in continuing my presence here for as long as I can. Just as my philosophical journey started on ILP years ago so will it end here as well.
Dating as an older man is interesting, for instance you learn things such as 97% of women today being utterly useless, wasteful sacks of skin, treacherous, duplitious, and largely self serving, you will find more loyalty with a pet boa constrictor than you will with the average modern woman.
I generally find a majority of women to be callous, uninteresting, stupid, selfish, prudish, dumb whores, and overall decadent, if it wasn’t that thing between their legs and fondling their breasts I probably wouldn’t pay much attention to a majority of them at all.
Some of them are smart tho
If you mean intelligent as such being manipulative extracting hustlers or grifters with vaginas, sure.
She’s a redhead with dark blue eyes and ever since she left my life I’ve always thought of her, I think of her as she mysteriously enters my life again, she drives me crazy when I’m around her. There’s something about this woman…
Where will this lead to? I do not know.
just dont put a seed in there and youre good