The Tree of Life Exploded

Yes. Because it is such an all or nothing endeavour, I believe the vast majority of practicing occultists are those who start out young, early 20s the latest, around the time people are recruited into the army and all kinds of ideologies - around the the the brains self-identity really takes shape. I happen to have been propelled into it when I was 21. I was not given the option of escape. I had to make my way through it.

It has been arduous, brother. But I think Ive sort of made it.

One has to have a certain pathological makeup to serve oneself as an adept, an obsessive mind is helpful.
The occult seldom is addressed without the aid of drugs, the oldest sources as well as the most recent ones are interconnected with potencies of herbs, powders, potions, and other intoxicants.

To cross the abyss - hey I just realize I do have the answer to that, one has to understand the self and truly apprehend and emote oneself as a part of a massive electrochemical experiment, our sun powered biosphere.

Not only is the ego abandoned but also the higher self which is supposed to be “relatively immortal” and last a full “cosmic day” according to Gareth Knight. What is left is identification with transmutation, which is permanent, eternal in as far as time exists.

So that is the arrival at the fortress of time, Binah, the first stronghold across the abyss.

Lol it was very weird having to replace the old video, had to at least leave it online be it unlisted.

This one guy commented on it:

“St.Louis Missouri…first!!!”

I love Saint Louis from the Cardinals and from the movie Trespass.

I went to look for content on his channel and found this.

[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UAISoeETns[/youtube]

So it kind of broke my heart to replace it. Yet it had to be done. Hod being on the pillar of severity and all, form is all important. And also I had the chance to sneak in a word which I had left out, “depending on your purposes” the absence of which had haunted me, as this contains the moral statement I am making in a more practicionaristic pragmatic ethics.

Having watched Netzach, and enjoyed, I was a little disappointed at the quality of the first edition of Hod!
Recognising the fact that you enjoy producing videos/films, I assumed that you had deliberately ‘overdubbed’ that portion of the video… perhaps for some symbolic purpose!

Look forward to the next!

Glad to know Netzach was worth watching.
that video was really a labour. Well I say it in the video several times, how hard it is to make, lol
It was fun, running into the final pieces of the puzzle and having a form dawn on me.
Hod, was really a breakthrough insight for me as far as the structure of the magical will goes.

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It is like taking fruit from the tree then saying the fruit does not need the tree to be fruit. Consciousness did use the pineal gland. Any hormone present creates a feeling, a feeling creates a perception, that perception leads to consciousness if one sought to understand it. Awareness of feeling, feeling from hormone, hormone from gland. Consciousness only comes after. It only seems as if it does not because people become aware of basic things then reject the rest later on, it doesn’t work that way. There is a direct and indirect relation of pineal and hormone to consciousness.

Context > Consciousness.

Context will always arrive and be first before awareness of that context, the interesting part? That context or image too, is aware of itself.

Context - Who, why, when, how, what, where = Image, image = something to be understood or perceived - understanding / perception = consciousness/awareness.

Consciousness is the emergence after context, provided the one granted “conscious ability” or “free will” use their will intentionally with humility toward understanding those contexts. So yes, consciousness always exists, as a key, if the key is not used, you use will to prevent consciousness. Which is a path of ignorance and is the true sin, “missing the mark” the only path there ever has been is that of a path of wisdom. Any other path is sin for it is missing the mark. That was the entire biblical story in a nutshell. Mans dawning of conscious ability to be squandered in the name of pleasurable contextual scenarios that are ultimately traps of negating wisdom and understanding of both self and the system that self interacts in and with.

And this is only consciousness, not the subconscious and unconscious aspects which are still parts of consciousness. Stepping stones, consciousness through its inevitability, will continue to and always has existed.

Levels, staircase… that is how consciousness functions. The step exists before one is aware of it. The point is to be aware of it, to move up the steps. “9 levels” of hell, is the downward spiral, consciousness in the levels that are negative perception. There is nothing new… only forgotten and sometimes unique expression.

What level of negation, of hell is where the indeterminate and the determinate - will interact , so as to enable to begin some kind of movement, either upward, or, further down the staircase?

Or is hell an eternal doom from which no movement is possible?

And finally, sans will, there can not be a hereditary he’ll, that does offer escape, ?

Are these hells eventually reform and differentiate, so as to enable a calculable conscious understanding of which way promotes a good versus bad sign to either: toward heaven or hell ?

The hells have to be, to contrast the heavens or what one deems as great. Hell is a place that certainly makes it feel like it is all and only but the escape is in the path, the understanding and consciousness.

I actually am going to be drawing up something here soon. An occult idea I had, to paint the picture of the downward spiral. I started a group too recently, called CROW. The groups focus is the realignment of god through awaking the collective to become conscious of the collective un/subconscious. Through the use of imagery, subliminal, and conscious teaching.

C.R.O.W
Central Reintegration of/Ouroboros Wisdom.

The hell is not bad, the hell teaches and has great potential. It is when one stays in hell for too long and for no good reason that they become tainted, blinded to the way out. Being so used to the pain, they become comfortable with what is known. Even still it remains a choice to leave or stay.

Hells differentiate based off of perception being diverse, the ultimate cure to hell if inescapable in any present life, is death. It is the ultimate reset. Consciousness does not cease, only the agent of which it used/uses (human condition).

Perhaps it is all hell. The differentiation lying only in the lessened agony with each step up. It is logical to us to move toward lesser agony. Sometimes pain or hell is not agony, so one stays, because it is their lesser agony.

Man, you guys don’t understand very much!

God relies on otherness to exist, not dichotomy…

Hell is meaningless.

You’re trying to make meaning out of meaninglessness.

A thing about heaven:

As long as a single being from their individual desire matrix has their consent violated. … heaven is the life of people who don’t give a shit. Heaven doesn’t exist for enlightened beings until every being in existence is in heaven.

The universe, the multiverse, this cosmos, this existence is only lesser or greater hells.

We’re all in hell. Wake up.

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Heaven and hell have become relative definitions, so at the periphery of their tangency leading to conjunction , a purgatorium may form , wherein the space time continuum becomes unlimited , hence creating a passage after who knows, immemorial time’s worth of incarnations.

It is a wonder then, that some souls are able to attain this state of satori instantaneously within a single lifetime.

However this singularity , may represent yet a multitude of lifetimes , compressed to a degree, that is comparable to a forcefield that makes a cosmic black hole (whole), light up the cosmic night. The stars illuminating the course of the 3 wise men, is a good sign of that kind of occurance , even within a phenomenally short duration.

‘Black holes are the seductive dragons of the universe, outwardly quiescent yet violent at the heart, uncanny, hostile, primeval, emitting a negative radiance that draws all toward them, gobbling up all who come too close. Once having entered the tumultuous orbit of a black hole, nothing can break away from its passionate but fatal embrace. Though cons of teasing play may be granted the doomed, ultimately play turns to prey and all are sucked haplessly―brilliantly aglow, true, but oh so briefly so―into the fire-breathing maw of oblivion. Black holes, which have no memory, are said to contain the earliest memories of the universe, and the most recent, too, while at the same time obliterating all memory by obliterating all its embodiments. Such paradoxes characterize these strange galactic monsters, for whom creation is destruction, death life, chaos order. And darkness illumination: for, as dragons are also called worms, so black hole are known as wormholes, offering a mystical and intimate pathway to the farthest reaches of the cosmos, thus bring light as they consume it.’

That is, in my experience, the first half of the trip.
We first go from hell to heaven; the first enlightenment. Many never return. Others are overtaken by what Nietzsche calls the Bestowing Virtue, the mild overflowing of the golden nature. Such souls find their path down, step by step unraveling their unified bliss into first wisdom, then understanding, giving, strength, beauty, will, grasping, finally instinct and then arrive back where they left a sinner and where sinners still find their hell; to them now it is an uncanny phenomenon, the power of kings, the power to make a perfect dwelling wherein immortality is reflected not despite but by the bounds of time and space; a place of worthwhile things and consecutive sacred moments - Earth.

A precious thing to find.

‘Talmud says that one day in this world is more desirable than ten thousand eternities in the next.’

  • Rabbi Ari

Blessed be the students of the Holy Kabbalah
Blessed be the travelers on the paths, if their intent is pure
Blessed be the teachers, who share what they have harvested

Blessed be the HARVEST

And blessed is the Lord of Harvest, SATURN.


The period ahead of us now, wherein Saturn shall traverse the holy sign of AQUARIUS, may well be fertile to the utmost to the adept in whom the following Names and Images are instilled at this inception-point.

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As this is quite out of character with the previous videos, I hesitated posting it (posted it and removed it), but it does belong in the thread.

[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=axIN50sTCRQ[/youtube]

There’s a few glitches in the beginning. I wanted to go back and edit, but since I had already waited so long making this thing ( I had needed a prompter from a viewer of the video about Hod ) there was a force pressing me to upload it glitches and all.

Much more to be said - I dont even mention sex, which some would consider to be the main attribute of Yesod, the Moon sphere, but it is all implied.