so once again to return to this question of
our political, philosophical and religious beliefs…
and how we come to hold them…
as I have noted before, we are indoctrinated into a set collection
of beliefs that our society, our family, our religion, our state holds…
as I was born in 1959 in the upper Midwest, because of those very
facts, I was indoctrinated into certain beliefs that others born in
the south or the west or on the east coast wouldn’t hold to…
the question is not whether we are indoctrinated, that is a given,
no, the question becomes what do we do to overcome our indoctrinations…
today I hold X, Y and Z beliefs… how much of those beliefs are
part of my childhood indoctrinations and how much are my beliefs
really my own, given that I have overcome my childhood beliefs to
a point… Now in my own family, my mom believes in some sort of
god, where as three of her kids do not and I am one, one sibling kinda, sorta believes
and one totally and completely believes…how do we get from having
the same family to having such a wide spread belief system?
I must note that the 5 children were born over a 25 year stretch and
three different states… family believer was born right in the middle,
3 of 5…to keep track, I am the second of 5…
once again to keep track, my brother is a science/computer geek,
he has a grad degree from the university of Chicago, I am a philosopher/
historian, the soft sciences, my younger sister is a psychologist… so within
one family, you can have a wide spread belief system…
one is retired trying to become mayor of a small Midwest town,
and the other sells houses, the believer…to complete the history…
so how do we, each of us, reach our belief systems given our shared
family history?
so let us look at me… I hold very liberal values, I was an anarchist for
years… roughly 10 years… no one in my family has been or ever will
be as radical as I was…everyone else in my family holds fairly moderate
values with the possible exception of my mom… who might be the second
most radical person in my family… at 85…but she was born during the
depression and thus lived in times that were radical and the country came
as close as it ever did to revolution…
once again, family history must be understood within the overall history of
the town, state and country that one lives in…
my childhood was during the 60’s… I watched TV and heard
Walter Cronkite report the death tolls during the Vietnam war…
and I lived during the era of school drills that had us hiding
under the desk in case of a nuclear war… as if that would do us much good…
I watched TV and saw the entire 60’s play out… I was old enough to have
seen the Beatles on the Ed Sullivan show on Feb, 9th, 1964 and I saw
the riots in the streets and the anti-war protests and the marching for
civil rights for the blacks and the women and the gays…
so how much of that plays out in my belief system?
I am a firm believer in the two basic injunctions of philosophy…
One: know thyself
Two: the unexamined life isn’t worth living…
I believe the two injunctions are connected… to know thyself
is to lead a life that is examined… I can only know who I am
by examining who I am and what I hold to be true…
the election of Ronald Raygun radicalized me in ways that no one
else in my family was radicalized…I had lived in California long
enough to see the damage that idiot left here and I was opposed to
him for that reason…it took years for California to recover from
the damage he left…as it has taken years to recover, and in some
ways we still haven’t recovered from the damage his presidency created…
to understand my beliefs deeper, I hold that the collective
is as important as the individual… I cannot hold that the
individual rights are superior to the collective rights…
but I cannot hold that the collective rights are superior
to the individual rights…
Kierkegaard was right to explore the individual aspect of human existence,
but he failed to include the collective aspect as well… you need both to
have a clear understanding of the individual and the collective existence…
for existence is about both the individual and the collective…
I am one and I am part of many…how do we fit the two together?
that is the question we are faced with today…
the conservative holds to the individual and the liberal
holds to the collective… but what is the right balance?
and how do I use my beliefs and value systems to reach
an understanding of that right balance?
I begin with knowing thyself and I examine my life
and my history and my place within the collective…
how will you undertake your understanding of “knowing thyself”
and a understanding of the “examination of existence?”
if the “unexamined life isn’t worth living” how do you understand
what the “examined” life is?
Kropotkin