Cherry Blossom Rain: Chapter 41
Me still talking to my 16 year old self…
Jason, you’re not even remotely close to the good person you think you are right now. Not because you can’t be good, but because you’re confused and ignorant.
That’s why I hypothetically speaking to you right now…
You currently are a narcissist, a psychopath, a borderline, a histrionic, obsessive personality disorder and a megalomaniac. You recover from this eventually.
Part of why you had to go through that phase is so that you could understand and be helpful to others.
Your training in hell taught you that hyperdimensional mirror realities need multiple levels of redundant security.
When you we’re sent to hell, you learned an extremely valuable lesson… everyone on earth can be possessed against their will with hell on earth to give you heaven on earth without you even knowing it.
That’s why one of your layers of redundancy is that all mediums of communication are introduced as “this is your hyperdimensional mirror heaven.” Everything going your way is not a good enough level of redundancy.
You also stay behind. Why? Because you’re the only person who knows everything that you know, and because you don’t want to leave anyone behind.
Can you imagine the horror of the maybe 10,000 people who fully understand you, all just leaving everyone else behind ?? That’s not who you are.
What are your goals in life? Sending every being in existence to their own heaven forever without violating anyone’s consent … and for once in your life, saying, “I’m doing good today because it’s a good day.”.
I want to reiterate to you:
In order to be interesting, you need to set an impossible task for yourself.
In order to be great, you need to make everyone great.