I don't want to disillusion You, therefore from here on will not pounder on the way things proceed in the event of a revolution. It may turn differently, in-spite of the , adage that,' those who do not learn from history are condemned to repeat them. But i guess, any change s 'good' to bring out of our doldrums
Laughing, this is no laughing matter, i instinctively know where you and i . are at. However the relativity of it has not been considered.
I would be perfectly happy after an exhaustive battle, a real one , not merely of wits, to get high i some god forsaken beautiful terrain, and count my blessings, but that kind of attitude comes from an investiture of a privileged state, however You, Laughing, could not get high on formalizations of attitude, you have to establish a new foundation from which You may be elevate Yourself into a higher ground, whereby You could develop,the luxury of perspective and point of view. It is me talking, as if i could elevate you into this perspective, but whom am i kidding? You will trade Your soul for this efficacy , not really know if You’re position in all this, but You were able to release Yourself from the dad You never knew, into the void, which elevates you. At least in my mind. That is why, i could never in good conscience , take an opportunistic advantage of You, in an anti oedipal way, and try as i might , alway place principle before it. This is what Kerouac literally said, and i use that only as confirmation.
And if You don’t know what i am saying, it’s ok, since a lot of my stuff consists of automatic writing.